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Hello! I'm home!
So, I'm back from 4 weeks travelling round south east asia, and I'm getting ready to start back on SS+
I should be seeing my CDC in the next few days, and I'm guessing my weight's probably about the same as it was when I left, but we'll see..
anyhoo... I'm in that odd position of feeling great, and not feeling like I'm needing to hang my head in shame or edge back with my tail between my legs.. especially as I took CD with me, and was managing some kind of semi-1200 effort much of the time.. and yet I have been away, and I need to get back on the wagon, and that feels tricky..
So, my plan, is to be SS+ from Sunday, and try to be SS+ tomorrow, but if I don't manage it, I wont be hard on myself, cause it's like a practice/prep day. Hopefully I'll be busy enough tomorrow for it to be not-too-tricky.. but we'll see.. it's a big adjustment to get back into it, and I don't want to assume it'll be easy just cause I was enjoying it before I went away..
things feel different now.. my motivations and attitudes have slightly shifted.. it'll take a bit of reflecting time to get tuned in to how I want to feel/think again..
so, I guess this rambling waffle is in a vague hope that I can start to feel back in the swing of things over the next couple of days.. if I focus, (and spend plenty of time on here), I'm sure I'll regain my sense of purpose, direction, and drive
thanks for 'listening'
Vx
So, I'm back from 4 weeks travelling round south east asia, and I'm getting ready to start back on SS+
I should be seeing my CDC in the next few days, and I'm guessing my weight's probably about the same as it was when I left, but we'll see..
anyhoo... I'm in that odd position of feeling great, and not feeling like I'm needing to hang my head in shame or edge back with my tail between my legs.. especially as I took CD with me, and was managing some kind of semi-1200 effort much of the time.. and yet I have been away, and I need to get back on the wagon, and that feels tricky..
So, my plan, is to be SS+ from Sunday, and try to be SS+ tomorrow, but if I don't manage it, I wont be hard on myself, cause it's like a practice/prep day. Hopefully I'll be busy enough tomorrow for it to be not-too-tricky.. but we'll see.. it's a big adjustment to get back into it, and I don't want to assume it'll be easy just cause I was enjoying it before I went away..
things feel different now.. my motivations and attitudes have slightly shifted.. it'll take a bit of reflecting time to get tuned in to how I want to feel/think again..
so, I guess this rambling waffle is in a vague hope that I can start to feel back in the swing of things over the next couple of days.. if I focus, (and spend plenty of time on here), I'm sure I'll regain my sense of purpose, direction, and drive
thanks for 'listening'
Vx