Hoping weight loss finds me a husband diary!!

I want to be able to wear long boots over jeans!
 
Me too! When I was around 12, 7 I bought some lovely leather boots from faith- loved them so much I bought them in brown and black- can't wait to wear then over skinny jeans!! Xx
 
And I want to be able to wear low/hip wiastband jeans. Not have to have them done up about my belly button.
 
Belly button??!! My leggings are under my boobs!! I even wear a vest top under everything to try and smoooth my bumpy tummy out!! I am actually worried what my tummy will look like when I lose the weight! It's very stretchmarked and lumpy!! Yuk!! X
 
Haha, me too! I wear the tighter ones with the built in boob support. I wear them under everything, I think I own about 6! 5 of which are in black..lol!
 
My tummy is my pet hate, it's awful. It's where the weight goes on first and the last place to come off. I have a top bulge, then my belly button then another bulge. I have a small waist but only because it's a gap between bulging bellies :( not good but I think it's something I'll have to accept cos I think only lipo will fix it :( think I need to invest in some of these best tops because I wear my giant (and I mean upto my boobs) giant pants when I go out lol.

But never mind England won the rugby and my Jonny even got to have a kick about :D
 
My weight is coming off the wierdest places, my face is changing shape, have gone down a cup size (booo) and my wrists and fingers are getting skinnier! My tummy however is still as flabby as before!!! Will we ever be happy!!

Good rugby result!! Enjoyed that game muchly!! xx
 
Oh yeah it was edge of the seat stuff, and has caused a minor family feud lol. My cousin is Welsh and didn't like it when I put "Suck on that boyo" on his FB wall, he he. He'd already done joined up swearing and was being a bad loser :D so he deserves it.

I've had the biggest crush on Jonny since I was 18 and he first started playing. :D he's exactly what I go for in a man, esp when he's a bit battered looking, yum! Okay I'm going to stop now lol.
 
Ah no! Lol, it's just playing games with you now, don't let it win !
 
The elusive 13's will have to appear soon, they have no choice, pesky 13's. Stick with it Hun x
 
Oh I hope so, just had some chicken but wishing I didn't now as really want to see the 13s!! I have lost 4 this week tho so maybe I'm being a little greedy!! Just one more pound, that's all I ask!!!

Took myself off to the cinema this morning on my own- such a loner!! I could easily go a whole weekend without seeing anyone or speaking to anyone. Have realised that it's always me that pops over to mums or my brothers or friends- no one ever comes to see me!! I wonder how long it would take for someone to call me if o didn't bother??!! Anyway went to see the kings speech- was really good! Totally enjoyed it!

Went for a nice drive, picked up a chicken and here I am sat in the sofa lookig at the crap tv on the telly! I feel so lonely- a Saturday night an nothing to do! Have called a few friends but there all busy socialising with other couples!! Being single sucks!!

So I think I'll take maisy out for a nice walk and then maybe order a film on sky box office!! Woo hoo!! Xx
 
kimmi1982 said:
Oh I hope so, just had some chicken but wishing I didn't now as really want to see the 13s!! I have lost 4 this week tho so maybe I'm being a little greedy!! Just one more pound, that's all I ask!!!

Took myself off to the cinema this morning on my own- such a loner!! I could easily go a whole weekend without seeing anyone or speaking to anyone. Have realised that it's always me that pops over to mums or my brothers or friends- no one ever comes to see me!! I wonder how long it would take for someone to call me if o didn't bother??!! Anyway went to see the kings speech- was really good! Totally enjoyed it!

Went for a nice drive, picked up a chicken and here I am sat in the sofa lookig at the crap tv on the telly! I feel so lonely- a Saturday night an nothing to do! Have called a few friends but there all busy socialising with other couples!! Being single sucks!!

So I think I'll take maisy out for a nice walk and then maybe order a film on sky box office!! Woo hoo!! Xx

Ah Kim you sound so much like me!!! I know exactly how you feel!! I always have to be the one visiting if I want to see people, no-one visits me, it's only the last couple of weeks people have been to my house (cos I've begged for company) My mum has just rang me but usually I go for days without speaking to anyone. One of the girls at work didn't believe me when I said that if I didn't make the effort I could go for the whole weekend and not see or speak to a single person.

But you're tons braver than me, I'm too scared to go to the cinema on my own. It's partly why I go to the gym a lot, human contact!!

Tonight after the rugby I'm going to have a long bath and then watch a DVD all by myself.

It's a crime we're single!!! Boys are clearly stupid and don't know what they're missing!! Xxx
 
I'm sure there's many more like us surf!! It usually doesn't get to me, I'm a very headstrong, independent woman but just now and again I realise that I'm lonely and wish I had someone to share all this with, otherwise "what's the point" !!

I'm now sat here thinking why am I doing this, will me being thinner change anything? Or will I still be the lonely, intimidated by men kim but 4 stone lighter!!

Think it's time to stop thinking!! Could get me in trouble!! Gonna find some trashy tv to watch instead- kill a few brain cells!! Xx
 
Goodness me- the last 5 hours have felt like days- the first time in a very long time that I have been bored!!! Really really bored!! Before the cd o would have gone out and got a takeaway, bar or chocolate and coke but no more!! I did et some more chicken, a coke zero and some cucumber tonight but it is Saturday after all!!

Have now moved from the sofa to bed and started to watch ps I love u- crying all ready!!! On a right downer today- so unlike me!! Must be hormones, I feel really sorry foe myself!!! Xx
 
Don't be sad, you are doing amazingly well. I start my diet tomorrow and it is good to know that there are others out there who have the same problems as me, but are overcoming them. I can only hope that in 4 weeks time I too have lost 26lbs and have gained the confidence to start thinking about another relationship.

Good luck and maybe stop watching p.s. I love you, put a comedy on it may help!!
 
Hope you feel better tomorrow!! I've just had a random memory flash, I joined myspace years ago before Facebook lol. And I just remembered my user name and password, so I logged on and my god I just put so much info on there, I deleted all the stuff that people could use to steal my identity, I'm so paranoid about that now....clearly wasn't back then lol.

It was funny trawling through all the old stuff on myspace but I wish I could delete my account now, I never use it and I don't know anyone who goes on there anymore. Everyone I know goes on FB.

PS I Love You always makes me cry, I might watch it tomorrow. I'm going to have a pj day tomorrow, duvet on sofa and try and shake this cold I seem to have caught from my brother.
 
Eleven11 said:
Don't be sad, you are doing amazingly well. I start my diet tomorrow and it is good to know that there are others out there who have the same problems as me, but are overcoming them. I can only hope that in 4 weeks time I too have lost 26lbs and have gained the confidence to start thinking about another relationship.

Good luck and maybe stop watching p.s. I love you, put a comedy on it may help!!

ThAnks eleven!! Good luck on starting your diet tomorrow- I'm sure you"ll do great- keep us updated!! I'm not always this miserable I promise, just long overdue a holiday!!! Xx
 
Surfhunny said:
Hope you feel better tomorrow!! I've just had a random memory flash, I joined myspace years ago before Facebook lol. And I just remembered my user name and password, so I logged on and my god I just put so much info on there, I deleted all the stuff that people could use to steal my identity, I'm so paranoid about that now....clearly wasn't back then lol.

It was funny trawling through all the old stuff on myspace but I wish I could delete my account now, I never use it and I don't know anyone who goes on there anymore. Everyone I know goes on FB.

PS I Love You always makes me cry, I might watch it tomorrow. I'm going to have a pj day tomorrow, duvet on sofa and try and shake this cold I seem to have caught from my brother.

Surf- I so need to do that also!! I know I have info and pics on a variety of sights I no longer use, plenty of fish, faceparty and muspace! Wish there was a site u could put ur email in and it would tell u everything u have subscribed too!!

It seems very quiet on here tonight!! Just been for a nice drive out in the mini with the new playlist I set up on the iPod and feeling better. I know I have nice things, my home, car etc, some of which my friends envy but I also envy them for their relationships and children. I'm sure my time will come but the thought of another valentines day alone is cruel!! X
 
Our time will come I'm absolutely sure of it!! Although sometimes I feel like it's impossible to meet new people where I live, I'm sure it's all just a matter of being in the right place at the right time lol.

I hate Valentines Day, every year since I was 14 I've got a card from a stalker boy. He liked me at school when I was going out with his friend, so he started the valentine card thing. It became a bit freaky when I went to uni and he found my address out, then when he found out my current address. I saw him in a shop once and he introduced me to his wife, who looks so much like me it's scary :( so I dread the letterbox going on valentines day. This is the type of obsessive men I attract!! Not nice normal ones! Lol.

There must be a nice, normal rugby boy out there somewhere!!!

How's the new car, are you still totally loving it? X
 
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