Ok so Ive avoided a work lunch. I dont think I would be able to go and watch people eat just yet! I bought a fab pair of shoes today to go with my dress for the doo next week and was feeling a bit sorry for myself on the way back. i was walking past all the nice restaurants, where people were eating out and I just had to stop myself :cry:and say to myself that its ME who dosent want to be fat anymore. Its comepletely my fault that Ive let myself get to this stage and no one can help me only me!
My BF asked why I didnt go to lunch with work..was it just because I cant eat?? my reply was
Its not that I cant eat..Im choosing not to
I do feel very positive and I constantly talk to myself and tell myself off for feeling sorry for myself but this is just probably the scariest thing Ive ever done.
Sorry for the rant...just had to let that out
My BF asked why I didnt go to lunch with work..was it just because I cant eat?? my reply was
Its not that I cant eat..Im choosing not to
I do feel very positive and I constantly talk to myself and tell myself off for feeling sorry for myself but this is just probably the scariest thing Ive ever done.
Sorry for the rant...just had to let that out