The 3 weeks before I started LL were a nightmare.
Every day I wanted to be on the program already!!!
I found myself "making the most" of the time I had left before LL started to eat everything I wanted (looking back I probably gained about 1/2 stone in the run up to it!) which looking at it now was so stupid, I was signing up to LL because I'd had enough of being so overweight, and yet I was stuffing myself "while I had the chance".
My mind was really conflicted, but I knew that LL was the right thing for me to do, and that I WAS going to do it. I KNEW and still KNOW that I will NOT falter; there is nothing in this world that could make me eat something before I'm alowed to now, especially this far in.
As for finding it easier/harder, I agree with LastStraw, its been so much easier than I thought it would, though I mainly put that down to embracing all of the ideas of the program, reading up on the CBT/TA beforehand, really changing my though patterns within the first 2 weeks and knowing, without any doubt, that I absolutely WILL BE 3 stone lighter by 2009; it would be impossible not to.
And thats what I love most about this program.
So long as you obey the rules, it's IMPOSSIBLE not to get slim
For the 6 weeks run-up you have, I would advise to do the exact opposite of what I did; don't spend your time "savouring" the time you have left to eat, start cutting down NOw, espeically on the bad carbs/crappy junky food. It'll help you no end when you do start, as your carb withdrawl will be far less, and you'll also be getting your body used to taking in less amounts of food (both in terms of calories and physical amount of food eaten) though I understand that if we could do this we wouldn't need LL so don't feel you have to do it, I know I couldn't/didn't want to.
Lastly, don't be afraid of change. Your thoughts, feelings and general attitudes towards food (not to mention other aspects of your life) will change dramatically on LL, if you let them. I hardly recognise my "mental" self, I'm in such a new place that I've never been before where food is not linked to everyday activities, feelings etc. and it's wonderful. I look back at myself this time last year, and it's like looking at a different person - I can't believe I was so stupid to do the stuff I did, to eat what I ate and to not do something about it.
All the best for Xmas and New Year, and good luck for your first LL week - it'll be here sooner than you think!
Pete