catkins
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I have never been slim, apart from when I was about 5 and under!! I guess a series of things set this off.. such as my older siblings leaving home, I was quite lonely I suppose and turned to food! Also I think I was born lazy. Then college came, and my mum wouldn't make me packed lunches anymore LOL! so it was crisps and rubbish for lunches...
Then I got into a bit of an abusive relationship. He used to say that he felt sick looking at me and things like that I had tiger scratches on my back (stretch marks) he made me diet but I never stuck to it and ended up putting on a LOT of weight instead...!
Then I stayed about the same until I lost my job... I've put on about a stone or maybe a bit more since then... so my goals are all about reversing this:
goal 1- get under 13 stone- which is the slimmest i've been in recent history (when I did WW)
goal 2- get to the stage where my boyfriend finds me sexy.. it's a bit of a vicious circle though because the only time he doesn't find me sexy is when I am being very self conscious but I'm self conscious because I think he doesn't like the look of me.. So really.. goal 2 is to feel sexy, myself! lol complicated
goal 3 - achieve a BMI of 22, purely because I read somewhere that people with a bmi of 22 are healthiest/ visit doctor least etc..
ranting sorry!
Then I got into a bit of an abusive relationship. He used to say that he felt sick looking at me and things like that I had tiger scratches on my back (stretch marks) he made me diet but I never stuck to it and ended up putting on a LOT of weight instead...!
Then I stayed about the same until I lost my job... I've put on about a stone or maybe a bit more since then... so my goals are all about reversing this:
goal 1- get under 13 stone- which is the slimmest i've been in recent history (when I did WW)
goal 2- get to the stage where my boyfriend finds me sexy.. it's a bit of a vicious circle though because the only time he doesn't find me sexy is when I am being very self conscious but I'm self conscious because I think he doesn't like the look of me.. So really.. goal 2 is to feel sexy, myself! lol complicated
goal 3 - achieve a BMI of 22, purely because I read somewhere that people with a bmi of 22 are healthiest/ visit doctor least etc..
ranting sorry!