Channy35
Wants to do this!
I'm beside myself knwoing what to do because as soon as I stop a diet I go back to my old ways of eating and put it all back on. I' don't like myself very much anymore so I'm thinking of giving up enjoying any food. I'm at the point of wanting to drink liquid food and eat salads only I'm petrified to put on anymore weight but I don't want to just starve myself as that would be unhealthy. I think I need to give up all sorts of sweet treats besides Alcohol as I can't manage it. All chocolate has to go starting from the minute I eat my last creme egg. No chocolate at all, biscuits,cakes, milkshake, etc. Can't do it so it has to be over.
My legs are hurting due to the pressure in my veins I just don't know how to cope with me anymore. All I know is when I wasn't eating I lost weight and think I should go back to that again. I need to get my mind right.
Oh damn!!!:cry::cry::cry::cry:
My legs are hurting due to the pressure in my veins I just don't know how to cope with me anymore. All I know is when I wasn't eating I lost weight and think I should go back to that again. I need to get my mind right.
Oh damn!!!:cry::cry::cry::cry: