Hi everyone back again, restarted so many times in the last 18 months and never got past a week i know it works as i know several people who have done so well with it but I just cant crack it mentally and always let the bad voice in my head overrule the good voice. beat myself up every time I fail, its a vicious circle I need to do this now. Will prob be changing my job in the next month or so (fingers crossed) and I really dont want to start somewhere new at nearly 16 stone. my Husband is great and doesnt mind how big i am but I've let my weight affect us, im self concious all the time and I want to be back to the fun loving, spontaneous girl that I was when we met 8 years ago and i was 4 stone lighter. I still have all my favourite clothes from then, felt so good and cant accept i wont get back there. Going to start tomorrow, wish me luck!