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Becca
Well I'm probably the most useless person to ever participate in this diet.
I managed to go Wed/Thurs/Friday with just SS and I was so unbelievably happy with myself.
But I just went and ruined it tonight by having dinner.
My blame is, I feel ill and I worked mid-8am and haven't slept since thursday night. Also TOTM is due and I always binge around that time.
But I have no one to blame but myself, I'm useless and have no self control. Which means what hope do I have to keep it off after CD?
I didn't expect huge losses because I'm closer to goal but I don't see much off a loss on the scales or anywhere and I guess I'm just disheartened.
I feel better for eating, but I feel sick with guilt.
All I can think about is being slim and dreaming one day I'll be in size 10's (my mum doubts that... grrr!).
:break_diet::wave_cry: >>> Going to sit over there.
I managed to go Wed/Thurs/Friday with just SS and I was so unbelievably happy with myself.
But I just went and ruined it tonight by having dinner.
My blame is, I feel ill and I worked mid-8am and haven't slept since thursday night. Also TOTM is due and I always binge around that time.
But I have no one to blame but myself, I'm useless and have no self control. Which means what hope do I have to keep it off after CD?
I didn't expect huge losses because I'm closer to goal but I don't see much off a loss on the scales or anywhere and I guess I'm just disheartened.
I feel better for eating, but I feel sick with guilt.
All I can think about is being slim and dreaming one day I'll be in size 10's (my mum doubts that... grrr!).
:break_diet::wave_cry: >>> Going to sit over there.