Blubell._.0422
Silver Member
I have been here altogether for years trying to lose weight and failing each time. I just can't do it any longer. I think I must just be destined to be fat.I have tried every diet out there.The only one that ever worked was this one but I am failing each time I try to get back on it now.I'm fed up of everything. My knees hurt,my blood pressure is high, my blood sugar is all over the place,I can't bear to look at myself in the mirror and yet I cannot stick to this for longer than a day I've been fat forever since I was 13 and I'm now 41.I haven't had a counsellor this time as I've been using up supplies I already had but tbh the last one I had was rubbish.I hate the way I look, I hate the way I feel...and I hate that I can't seem to change it I could write more but what's the point?I'm just useless.