annaphylactic
Guess who's back...?
But I'm not going far... moving over to Lighter Life Lite.
Just got back from a chat with my counsellor.. as you all know I have been struggling for the last month or more, lapsing most days - not to the point of STS or weight gain, but am terrified that my little bad habits will take over and I'll be back to my old self before I know it.
I've also discovered that day times are fine - I can have three packs in the day without even considering food - but in the evening, it's all I think of. So - moving onto LLL means I get the best of both worlds, and then I am going to go on and do the full 12 week RTM programme.
Part of me is really p*ssed off with myself for allowing it to come to this, but another part of me just feels it's 'time' to do something different. It's irritating that I 'could' be at goal by now if only I'd not been such a plum - but hey, no regrets - just onwards and downwards... and I WILL reach my goal.
I have only one stone to go- so hopefully I'll shift that on LLL and be all ready to get onto RTM soon.
Wish me luck! I've got my first Lite group next Sunday (1st) - quite nervous and not sure I've made the right choice, but I can't pretend that as of *now* I'm going to be a perfect abstainer again; and would rather admit defeat and try something new than give up all together.
I'll still be hovering over here from time to time, but will probs be doing most of my diet related nattering over on the (fairly sparse) LLL forum.
:wave_cry:
Anna
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Just got back from a chat with my counsellor.. as you all know I have been struggling for the last month or more, lapsing most days - not to the point of STS or weight gain, but am terrified that my little bad habits will take over and I'll be back to my old self before I know it.
I've also discovered that day times are fine - I can have three packs in the day without even considering food - but in the evening, it's all I think of. So - moving onto LLL means I get the best of both worlds, and then I am going to go on and do the full 12 week RTM programme.
Part of me is really p*ssed off with myself for allowing it to come to this, but another part of me just feels it's 'time' to do something different. It's irritating that I 'could' be at goal by now if only I'd not been such a plum - but hey, no regrets - just onwards and downwards... and I WILL reach my goal.
I have only one stone to go- so hopefully I'll shift that on LLL and be all ready to get onto RTM soon.
Wish me luck! I've got my first Lite group next Sunday (1st) - quite nervous and not sure I've made the right choice, but I can't pretend that as of *now* I'm going to be a perfect abstainer again; and would rather admit defeat and try something new than give up all together.
I'll still be hovering over here from time to time, but will probs be doing most of my diet related nattering over on the (fairly sparse) LLL forum.
:wave_cry:
Anna
x x x x