Yes, my life seems to be taken over by thoughts of CD too. I think about food all the time, like what my first meal will be and how i'm going to be good all week so I can treat myself at the weekend. The weird thing is i've nver hady kind of obsession with food, my weight crept up with stopping smoking and having 2 babies iin 2 years with 2 c-sections. Obv I didn't become this size by not eating but I have never eaten excessively, I just didn't bother excersising and was very inactive after the 2 babies so my weight crept up and up. So I never did have a food obsession but seem to have one now that I can't eat!
My cravings are def for proper dinners, not for junk. I crave salad and pasta, things like that.
Nothing will dter me from going on with this though, no matter how tempting it may be. I desperately want to be slim again and regain my confidence and if I cheat or come off the diet I know that I would be sat here in a few months time thinking I wish I had stuck to the diet cuase I could have been in my size 10 jeans by now if I had. That's the thought I keep in my mind, so many times have came round and i've thought I wish had dieted, like at Xmas nights out and things I wish I had went on a diet months ago and been slim. I don't want to have that feeling again, this Xmas I want to say to myself thank goodness I stuck to the diet and now i'm a size 10 and most importnatly I have some self esteem again!
Come on, we can all do it - it's bloody hard work but in a few months wouldn't it be great if we were all sknnie minnies laughing about how we obsessed over food but we got through it!
My cravings are def for proper dinners, not for junk. I crave salad and pasta, things like that.
Nothing will dter me from going on with this though, no matter how tempting it may be. I desperately want to be slim again and regain my confidence and if I cheat or come off the diet I know that I would be sat here in a few months time thinking I wish I had stuck to the diet cuase I could have been in my size 10 jeans by now if I had. That's the thought I keep in my mind, so many times have came round and i've thought I wish had dieted, like at Xmas nights out and things I wish I had went on a diet months ago and been slim. I don't want to have that feeling again, this Xmas I want to say to myself thank goodness I stuck to the diet and now i'm a size 10 and most importnatly I have some self esteem again!
Come on, we can all do it - it's bloody hard work but in a few months wouldn't it be great if we were all sknnie minnies laughing about how we obsessed over food but we got through it!
