bex!
Back on the diet train...
ok so im only on day 4 but its bin tough this time.
i went shoppin in town with my friends an had 2 make excuses bout why i didnt want lunch (my friends dont understand why i wana do the diet an try an make me eat) so ive not told em im back on it. :sigh:
then coz was surrounded my pie shops an choc etc an wnted 2 eat got abit upset wen came home an ad a cry.:cry:
i didnt get why i was so upset but then my mum sed its coz im not eatin an this is the bodies way of gettin u bk on food. i then replied wots the point coz food is the one 'friend' i cud rely on to make me feel better wen im sad an my mum sed how can it be ur friend wen its makin u fat an causin u health problems?
i had no answer to that coz i realised food isnt my friend an by turnin it into 1 i had become my own worst enemy.
its gona b tough but ive gota find different outlets 4 wen times get hard or im avin an off day.
i want 2 start living!! :girlpower:
i went shoppin in town with my friends an had 2 make excuses bout why i didnt want lunch (my friends dont understand why i wana do the diet an try an make me eat) so ive not told em im back on it. :sigh:
then coz was surrounded my pie shops an choc etc an wnted 2 eat got abit upset wen came home an ad a cry.:cry:
i didnt get why i was so upset but then my mum sed its coz im not eatin an this is the bodies way of gettin u bk on food. i then replied wots the point coz food is the one 'friend' i cud rely on to make me feel better wen im sad an my mum sed how can it be ur friend wen its makin u fat an causin u health problems?
i had no answer to that coz i realised food isnt my friend an by turnin it into 1 i had become my own worst enemy.
its gona b tough but ive gota find different outlets 4 wen times get hard or im avin an off day.
i want 2 start living!! :girlpower: