totally hard to get back on this thing.. ive woke up every morning for weeks saying i was starting but haven't actually had a single shake as yet, i keep putting things in my head... like tomorro i'm going to christmas market.. then next friday is my b/f b-day then a wedding on 18th then mums b-day on 23 then christmas etc etc.. its doing my head in now.. i wanna get slim for christmas, i dont wanna let myself down after getting this far.. but its just sooooooooooooooooooooooo hard. i'm bound to have gained some weight.. i haven't weighed in 2 weeks or more.. i haven't been bad.. but def not as good as i could have been