Hi everyone,
My CDC has advised me to post on here while i'm having a bit of a tumble...
The truth is a few weeks back my friend's husband phoned me in pieces because his wife had a still birth. As you can imagine, as quick as anything i was off like a shot to visit and help look after there other little one. I was there only 2 days and forgot my shakes. Although i went with all positives that i would eat green salad, to cut a long story short things were so hectic i didnt get chance to eat and when i did it was a KFC. :cry: Was straight back on it and that week lost 2lbs. Not bad i figured.
The following week i was feeling a little low but still wanted to keep at CD. I ended up getting addicted to the CD bars and craving chocolate. 2lbs loss that week.
This week however has been another disaster. Although starting off the week with good intentions i ended up eating toast, picking at my fiances dinner (when he wasn't looking) and generally stealing bits of food like a child being naughty!!!
To my absolute astonishment i lost another 2lbs this week.
Although i am happy that i have lost weight and not gained, i can't help but be so bloosy annoyed at myself. I haven't drank nowhere near enough water each day. Constipated is not the word for what i'm going through, i'm literally in tears on the loo. I have tried Senakot which i bought from Boots last week, it hasn't helped in the slightest.
I'm really feeling low.
I'm so sorry to bring a downer on all your good/positive vibes.
The good news is though however, i am sat here with a 2l bottle of water taking large sips! I am determined now to trun myself around and shift this lard that has made me so unhappy for such a long time. The best thing is knowing that i am not alone and i have you guys for support.
