So,
my boss turned round to me on friday (after id had no sleep due to stomach pains, and had been in tears when i finally got to work as i felt so sick..
shes now said if i dont get better she will have to cut my hours/ loose my job.. because by friday im always ill . In her words 'clearly three days is too much for me' - i was absoloutly guttted. I didnt know what to say to her, i love my job, and although there is some truth in what she is saying, its pathetic that at 18, im struggeling holding down 3 days because im so poorly all the time, granted iv only had two sick days, but im always in work poorly.
so, i went to doctors and demanded an app. asap. However, he caught me of guard by saying i could have one then and there, so was not prepared with my list.
so, anywho. iv got some blood tests on thursday, and will be having the results back within a week, and have an appt. to discuss them. As a new patient he gave me a check over and i told him as much as i could off the top of my head..
he says its unlikley i have A.S, but that i may have mild arthritus in my fingers, and knees, and its possible i have somthing i can pronounce, but after speaking to my brother, he says the word is the umbrella term for ME - which would explain alot, possibly even the slow weight loss now.. but i suspect thats just me being so close to target also.
i am exhausted today, and the stress of what my boss said has freaked me out. the last thing i want is to lose my job. i assured her my job means everything to me, and that'd id do my best to prove myself reliable and il do all i can to get sorted..
OH is mad because my job is now at risk, but i think he is just scared there is somthing wrong with me, he doesnt want to say so he's just getting mad at me when i say im not feeling well, am tired or have a headache etc.. i think he's struggeling to cope with me now too.
huff. not looking forward to having blood taken on thurs, but i can only hope its worth it.
xxx