Greetings.........
Afternoon all - sorry guyz didnt post really yesterday was still feeling angry, peed off and a total misery guts ALL day! (Thanks to ex on Fri - see Fri's hour by hour for the de-brief....)
Thank you Susan - you were a bloody star, big hug to you :flowers:and Bobbin, cheer girls:flowers:.....
Well I sulked all day - but I am glad I did - spoke to my SIL and BM who agreed that he was a total head case so today I have woken up and moved on a little bit more....
I would like to say that I did not eat or drink wine - even though I felt all the previous flutters that I felt before turning to food for comfort! I spent the time reflecting and feeling more and more pleased with myself for being where I am today...
So, today I woke up I have bathed, got make-up on got dressed and I am taking kids to Windsor bit later where we are going to make a plate each well decorate one so that they can be fired and I might make a bowl - for my soup
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I tried a few things on that havent fitted for time - and my scales seem to have stuck this week I'm getting smaller as my clothes are starting to feel bigger and some even fit that didnt....
So today - well today I am not only proud that I am still SS'ing and this is my 48th day - clear, I intend to finish this journey that I have started and the realisation that I can do this all on my own (present company excluded) meaning without my ex has made me a stronger happier person today!
Anyone feeling that they want to give up or the going is getting toooooo tough, take a minute to think - dont let anybody tell you that you cannot do this, including yourself - if I can you can too....
Catch up later - sorry for getting all deep and meaningful but hey I cant tell the kids they're only 9 and 11
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Wishing you all a very happy CD Day xxxxxxxxxx
OPPPPss nearly forgot - WELL DONE all yesterdays losers, and good luck for WI's - & Georgie I did read about the 8's