Before I went on holiday I had been feeling a bit rough, dizzy spells, headaches, feeling completely out of sorts. I decided then that I was going into RTM early. This week has been even worse and looking at the full picture I think my time for RTM is now so I phoned my LLC today and left her a message to call me as I'm going to RTM. I have realised that I have been so conscious about not listening to other people that I forgot to listen to myself!!! I've lost half my body weight and I am now slim! My BMI is over 30 and I am considered obese but I love how I look and I don't want to be significantly smaller. I think so much emphasis is put on the BMI but I never wanted to be tiny, this was always about being healthy and loving me!! I do love me now, I love how I feel about me. I don't want to feel crap anymore! I am sure there will be people out there who may think I should lose more but you know what...I am owning this choice!!! This is about me and I'm ready for RTM and I'm excited!! So BL...I'm coming with you!!!!