NN89
Sexy Member
Ive had a bad month, have lost 3.5lbs which is fab, but that was after having a bad july of gains and maintains! Where i got motivated, and..well..its suddenly gone! I genuinely feel like i can't be arsed anymore, im tired after work, and its more convenient for me to eat a chocolate bar, or a takeaway, i guess ive had so long of not having these things, im REALLY craving them now! I woke up at 3am last night just to get myself a chocolate bar from tesco!
I am stressed at the moment with exams and assignments coming up, but its not excuse, ive also not used my gym membership in 2 weeks!! I could really do with someone on facebook, msn etc that I can talk too daily, like a consultant at the other end, when i need motivation etc. After putting on 2 stone, in january- and now almost loosing it, im now back to the size I was for 10 years, which- tbh i'm used too, and I guess because im SO used to this shape, im not feeling as bothered
whats wrong with me?! I know its unhealthy, i KNOW it doesn't look good and doesn't make me feel good- so why am i just not bothering?!
I am stressed at the moment with exams and assignments coming up, but its not excuse, ive also not used my gym membership in 2 weeks!! I could really do with someone on facebook, msn etc that I can talk too daily, like a consultant at the other end, when i need motivation etc. After putting on 2 stone, in january- and now almost loosing it, im now back to the size I was for 10 years, which- tbh i'm used too, and I guess because im SO used to this shape, im not feeling as bothered
whats wrong with me?! I know its unhealthy, i KNOW it doesn't look good and doesn't make me feel good- so why am i just not bothering?!