so here goes......
this is my diary to help me through this journey . Alot of things have happened in my life this year . on the 7th of january my man was sentanced to two years. I had to get rid of my dog and bring up my lil boy on my own. for the first 6 weeks i could not eat a thing and lost 18 pounds in 6 weeks. after i started feeling alot better i started munching on the unhealthy foods again. it wasnt until 2 weeks ago i thought to myself 'girl u have already lost 18 pounds, why stop and just put it all back on' so i decided to stick with the weightwatchers diet for 1 week but decided to go see my doctor, he weighed me and saw i had lost 18 pounds so offered me the lovely orlistat (xenical) . im not new to these tablets i know the side effect that come with it if u dont stick to a low fat foods. i dont wanna be sitting on the loo shitting out orange oil thank you very much! so i have stuck to the rule no more then 5g fat in 100g food and so far no side effects. im doing alot of power walking and also using my dance mat on my xbox everyday. i have alot of weight to lose but im really unhappy with the way i look, a fat and frumpy size 24! while my man is away i think its the perfect time to do WHAT I WANT now. he always said he loved me the way i was but i didnt love myself. there is no temptations around and i know i can do this. i lost alot of weight years ago before i had my son but then put it all back on through pregnancy and after. there are no more excuses no more! i want to go shopping with my friends. not be in new look in the plus size section or boring evans! a curvy size 16 wud be great for me!!! i know i wud never be slim because my hips stick out and its a curvy figure, but i want a waist not fat!!!! xxxxx
this is my diary to help me through this journey . Alot of things have happened in my life this year . on the 7th of january my man was sentanced to two years. I had to get rid of my dog and bring up my lil boy on my own. for the first 6 weeks i could not eat a thing and lost 18 pounds in 6 weeks. after i started feeling alot better i started munching on the unhealthy foods again. it wasnt until 2 weeks ago i thought to myself 'girl u have already lost 18 pounds, why stop and just put it all back on' so i decided to stick with the weightwatchers diet for 1 week but decided to go see my doctor, he weighed me and saw i had lost 18 pounds so offered me the lovely orlistat (xenical) . im not new to these tablets i know the side effect that come with it if u dont stick to a low fat foods. i dont wanna be sitting on the loo shitting out orange oil thank you very much! so i have stuck to the rule no more then 5g fat in 100g food and so far no side effects. im doing alot of power walking and also using my dance mat on my xbox everyday. i have alot of weight to lose but im really unhappy with the way i look, a fat and frumpy size 24! while my man is away i think its the perfect time to do WHAT I WANT now. he always said he loved me the way i was but i didnt love myself. there is no temptations around and i know i can do this. i lost alot of weight years ago before i had my son but then put it all back on through pregnancy and after. there are no more excuses no more! i want to go shopping with my friends. not be in new look in the plus size section or boring evans! a curvy size 16 wud be great for me!!! i know i wud never be slim because my hips stick out and its a curvy figure, but i want a waist not fat!!!! xxxxx
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