kaz`s diary

[kazbro]

week 13
day 4

hello diary
well the weekend was crap to say the least
had a huge row with hubby which lead to us not talking until late sunday evening
cried for most of the 48hrs

through all this though i did stick to ss
as much as i felt i needed to comfort eat i stayed strong

it`s auntie flow time again so emotions are all over the place but i`m still determined to crack on with cd and get to my goal

yesterday tea time i decided the oriental chilli had sat long enough in the box and made it up for tea

well what can i say
satans food
vile,yuk,blurgghhhh and utterly gross:sign0137:
managed about half of it then was very sick
dont think i`ll be trying it again :giggle:

i`ll be sticking to me shakes i think
i`m not bored of these yet so happy to still keep drinking them

sat here at the moment in a size 18 pair of jeans
there a tad tight but there on, done up and not cutting my circulation off

still very focused and positive on ss
my comfort zone is ss
aamw just throws me of key

bit spotty this week but that could be my auntie flows doing there worst

need a whole night to catch up on the diaries and posts but i hope you are all doing well my fellow diet buddies

weigh in wednesday looking forward to that

right i think they have finished there dinners now so off to wash up then might have a nice shower then shake tiem while i watch coronation street

kaz xxx

 

[flirty40greeneyes]

Oh I love the oriental chilli! Isn't it strange how we are all different?!

Well done on sticking to it through arguments. Hope you have a great weight loss on Wednesday.

 

[Sambucca]

Hi Kaz

Well done on sticking with SS and not going off the rails after arguing with hubby. Hope you have kissed and made up now.

Size 18. Wow. Good for you girl. Thats what hard work and determination can do for you.

You are doing absolutely brilliantly Kaz.

Sam

 

[Judy]

well done kaz u didnt mention the size 18's or did i not hear u with my screaming kids? lol sorry if u told me and i didnt give u cheers coz thats fab work!! your so strong i know i keep saying it, but i wish i was as strong as you. xx

 

[kazbro]

week 13
day6

morning diary
not up to much today just housework
had a good night
spent ages ringing friends and catching up on gossips

hubby seems happier now
i`m still a bit fed up with things but it takes me ages to forget rows

the saying is right
"elephants never forget"

must get to town and buy some knickers, i can almost pull mine up to my neck now, brilliant boobie warmers for winter they`ll tuck nicely into the top of my pants

upped my water again wasn`t doing so well last few days but focused again and aiming for 6 pints

well short post today got lots to do
keep up the good work everyone
kaz xxx

 

[Dis]

Hiya kaz...i must have missed your post about your row with Husby. i'm sorry to know that you were going thru it, and at the same time soooo very pleased for you for not caving to food in your "hour of emotional need'!

Oh, and size 18 jeans? wow. i havent been in size 18, well..ages really. just like most of us. you have come such a long way indeed!

i can't wait for the day when i can post my experience about wering size 18's again! woot woot! keep it up hun...you'll be in 12's beforeyou know it.

 

[MadamDotty]

Have a good day Kaz - keep on trucking

xx

 

[Sambucca]

Kaz


I love your diary. You always seem to be so strong and determined, whatever is happening around you.

You make me laugh so much as well. Can just imagine you tucking your boobs into your knickers. pmsl.

Congrats again on the size 18 jeans. Can we have a photo of you in them please!! Im going to get Neil to help me post some photos over the weekend as I am too thick to do it myself lol

 

[sonkie]

Hey hun you are doing fab.....keep on the road to slimdom.

 

[Dis]

oh and yes...elephants never forget! ((especially when its regarding your hubby/partner))

 

[kazbro]

i think i am going to go to bed and wake up when i`m a size 12

as if the weekend wasn`t bad enough
today i have broken my front tooth
cracked right up the middle
cant get to see dentist until thursday
i`m terrified of dentists


and i am now arguing with myself about eating
litle voices are saying i need to eat but the good side of my brain is saying no

god was a good day but now i`m struggling big time
still feel bloated and yuk
auntie flows are doing there damndest to make me suffer

listen to me winge

i`m fat,spotty,bloated and now gappy toothed
think i can say i feel rough today lol

roll on thursday get this tooth sorted and maybe i`ll cheer up

ho hum

kaz :sigh:

 

[jane]

you're doing well under great pressure.

sorry you don't like dentists, cos i was going to say something trite along thelines of 'leave the dentist to sort out your tooth,you & H concentrate on your selves & forget about food'... but as it's too simplistic ,I won't.

tomorrow can,& jolly well should, getter.

 

[kazbro]

week 13
day 7


morning all
had a fairly goodnights sleep
was shatterd yesterday
stopped me winging now
boy i do go on one sometimes dont i

tooth is a little achey but could be worse
aunti flows still giving me gip but soon be over with

and i battled the voices again :character00115: i won arty0011:

weigh in tonight
dont expect much but hoping for possibly a 3

will post later with my results
kaz

 

[Sambucca]

good luck for weigh in Kaz. Hope its a good one for you.

 

[MadamDotty]

Well done Kaz, you continue to stay strong and focussed through all the ups and downs, which makes you a true CD SuperStar

Have a good day today, don't give in - you know you'll feel worse if you do & hope the tooth doesn't give you too much gip.

xx

 

[sonkie]

Good luck for weigh in !

 

[Dis]

 

[kazbro]

:thankyou: everyone

had weigh in was totally down and convinced i had lost nothing
got on the scales with such a sad face
then julie says
4lb gone arty0011:
so another 4lb off
woohoo

still having some probs here
nothing to do with cd just rough couple of weeks stress and all that crap but i`ll get through it
i`ve been through worse

so this is week 14 for me now
how time flies

will post later got a 2yr old begging for toast and a drink :giggle:

kaz xxx

omg just realised i have less than 100lb to lose
yyeeeeeeehhhhaaawwwwwwwwwww

now i`m happy
i`m sat here crying aswell
i`m such a soppy moo

kaz xxxxx

 

[natayou]

wooohoooo that is such a big milestone isnt it, less than hundred to lose feels so much better dosent it,well done kaz
thats brilliant
nat xx

 

[Sambucca]

wow Kaz, what a great result. And huge congrats on having less than 100lb to go. You are very nearly 1/3 of the way to your target now Kaz.

Hope the "crap" sorts itself out soon Kaz but well done on staying focused on the diet.