Well i went in on friday as on thursday they said she has badly deteriorated and they expect her to pass away within a day or so... but its monday now 4 days later and she's still alive although my mum and dad went in last night and said dont go in cos she's in a lot of pain now theyve given her diamorphine for pain relief but now her cancer has spread everywhere, to her lungs, stomach and liver as well as her original lymphoma and has a blood clot in both her legs and a bad chest infection now so i cant see her lasting past tomorrow.
Ive spoken to my tutor who's said to rearrange my exam today for the summer resits as its too emotional a time for me right to go and sit an exam would be silly, noway i would perform as well as i could do so im glad i haven't got to go sit an exam today anyway at least i can go see her as i have a feeling she wont last till tonight, its bad timing all round really as i have the next 2 weeks of exams and my nephews christening on sunday which is going to be hard knowing the day is missing his great gran but i personally will feel better once she's passed as right now its like a waiting game every morning thinking **** has there been a phonecall on the phone or a text off my aunties in the night so i think once she's finally gone there will be a bit of relief knowing shes not uncomfortable anymore and not in pain.
thanks for asking and sorry for that being so bloody long x