Just really need to get this out ARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm so sick of life at the moment......i'm trying my hardest to lose weight and i get emotional obstacle after obstacle, my youngest of 4 is special needs and my 3rd youngest my only boy has been hardwork since day one and had he been my 1st baby would have been my last.
my youngest was a surprise and i found out i was having her when my son was 6mths old.
The pyschcologist sp? comes to see Talia the one with special needs but also has started looking at my son for his behaviour and now wants him assessing for his attention span. Its like he tries to be a good boy but has these mad hours where he is really nasty.
he will be 4 in april and the 1st month of nursery in sept he loved and couldn't wait to get in there. and he was potty trained, then he started soiling hiself in school, so i get that problem sorted and he swaps it for cryin, screaming kicking everytime we take him to nursery. Its like he swaps one problem for another!!
He comes home from nursery and he's happy he says he has enjoyed his day, so why the fuss??
He was truly awful yesterday afternoon after nursery, he was reapeating everything thing i said when i was telling him off then started hitting and kicking me and when i ignored that he rammed a toy into my foot.
and all this stress is so making me wanna say sod it and stuff my face, which is so not what i wann really do as loosing weight is the only thing keeping me sane at the moment.