Lets go! DDs diary :)

[blodyntatws]

I know the feeling is so bad isn't it cheating is just not worth it but i still have days where i just can't help myself and then the guilt and dissappointment sets in , before cambridge when i decided to start a diet it was a running joke with my husband i started on a monday and by wednesday i'd cheated and used it as an excuse to binge, and then i'd start again the following monday! x Now i just see it as a treat and not a fall and just get back on track xx xx good luck for a new day tomorrow xxx

 

[DiamondDoll]

I know the feeling is so bad isn't it cheating is just not worth it but i still have days where i just can't help myself and then the guilt and dissappointment sets in , before cambridge when i decided to start a diet it was a running joke with my husband i started on a monday and by wednesday i'd cheated and used it as an excuse to binge, and then i'd start again the following monday! x Now i just see it as a treat and not a fall and just get back on track xx xx good luck for a new day tomorrow xxx

Thanks, giving it my all if I can go 10 days, I can do this xxx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Woke up to a massive icy glass of water, although my tummy is still feel after effects of over carb consumption I know I got this now... I know actually how awful it is to lose that nice light feeling in my tummy and it to be replaced by feeling like someone stuck a few bricks in there! I cant face anything in there yet so will have a shake at around noon but plenty of water up until then! Busy day at work today which I'm grateful for, - day off tomorrow which will also be good as I was quite tired day 2 n 3 last time then it all went great. So, officially today is day 14. I have not weighed as my CDC is away so that means there is a chance to pull it back and complete my first stone by the time I see her at beginning of next week. Hope very one else is getting on great xxx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Having my first shake of the day, strawberry yum. Must try my vanilla ones! Back on it in a big way. No ss plus... (if I can help it) just ss through to weekend and maybe more! I have 4 months to lose exactly 4 stone, it will get done! Xx

 

[franbella21]

Hiya hun just caught up ure human i dont know anyone thst hasnt had a blip.your doin the right thing by gettim bak on it straight away.i had a planned weekend break last weekend snd gained 5 lb but finding it v v hard to get bak on it xx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Hiya hun just caught up ure human i dont know anyone thst hasnt had a blip.your doin the right thing by gettim bak on it straight away.i had a planned weekend break last weekend snd gained 5 lb but finding it v v hard to get bak on it xx

Today hasn't been comfortable at all so I def know what you mean... I'm just looking at it from a time point of view - it's running out lol and I don't wanna be here in 4 months time.. I wanna be in my size 12s. Don't think I could forgive myself if I didn't try. It's gonna be a longgg road ahead. You've already done amazing so I'm sure you'll hop back on.xx

 

[franbella21]

Thanks hun how u feeling today? Xx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Better so far, but if I'm honest not done much... Lazy day off! Hoping to sneak a steady workout in later try n get whatever carb I took on gone. How are you doing? Xx

 

[DiamondDoll]

A bi of inspiration for me

 

[DiamondDoll]

After a really hit n miss day 10, 12,13 and 14 I'm finally a few days back in and really getting in to it! Been to gym and done a mixed weights session, abs, incline treadmill and 30 lengths in pool. Doing ss plus (1 bar, 1 soup and 2 scrambled eggs) and finally feel I can do this... Although there is that blooming planned weekend off next week end. Needless to say, will be hammering gym this week!!! Just writing out my routines now!

 

[franbella21]

Hiya i like your plan!! Ive been mucking about all week since comim off plan last weekend.today has been ok though and tom will be better x x

 

[DiamondDoll]

Glad your doing ok.. It's those first few days isn't it lol. By the time Xmas comes n we are wearing those little black dresses it'll have all been worth it. Exercise is gonna pull me through I think, as once I'm in gym I wanna stay there lol. Are you doing ss Hun? Xx

 

[franbella21]

Im trying but cant seem to get through one day without bloody picking something and its getting me down :/ do u work in a gym hun? Xx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Yeah I do I'm an instructor and pilates teacher I had that day 1 pain yesterday so def know the feeling! Gonna try n do ss all next week x

 

[franbella21]

Omg how do u cope ssing working in a gym omg i thought i had it bad trying to ss with :-[6 kiddies lol xx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Its actually easier cos it's the sort of environment where everyone is always talking about different diets n weight loss in general. Plus I told everyone I'm on the big diet (put this 4 stone on over last 2 years... New relationship lol that's what I blame!!) so I'm kinda held accountable everywhere! 6 kids aww you must be really busy all the time! Xx

 

[DiamondDoll]

Little mini weigh in - now just 2 lbs off my first stone which I'm hopefull to do by Friday... Plus another 3 if I can push hard at gym, would have loved to get in 13's before this coming (eating) weekend... But I'll be safe in the knowledge that I will be just 4 or 5 lbs off and have done a stone in 3 weeks which is fab for me (considering big cheat too! Unplanned days off are now a big no no) hope everyon is having a lovely weekend... I'm off to work xx

 

[franbella21]

Have a fab day at work hun.loving the mini weigh in! I weighed this and had gained a lb how does thst work after ssing lol.

 

[DiamondDoll]

Have a fab day at work hun.loving the mini weigh in! I weighed this and had gained a lb how does thst work after ssing lol.

Could be water Hun... Gotta flush it out! I'm forever peeing today!!!

 

[franbella21]

I dont get off the bloody loo lol! Nitemare i have to plan whrre im goin to emsure im nearer a loo lol bad times!! Hows work? Xx