Makes a lot of sense what you have written Bess. Thanks for that. Looking to the past is never going to be a positive thing and it's something that I do a lot. I look back on what caused my food issues a lot and feel regret about how my life could have been different.
That needs to change, because I have a lot to look forward to.
Last night I had a major freak out - went to floss my teeth as felt something in one of my teeth and noticed one of them is loose
I was diagnoses with periodontal disease 2 years ago and the dentist said it was likely to be due to smoking. I had always kept my teeth very clean and never needed anything more than a scale and polish, so it came as a shock to find out you cannot get rid of gum disease.
I stopped smoking and he prescribed a low dose antibiotic. Still have occasionally had bleeding gums. Last night I was so freaked out that I had to take a tranquilizer. The reason is that wobbly teeth/teeth coming out is my biggest fear. I used to panic when I was a child and had a wobbly tooth. I refused to have my wisdom teeth out when they kept getting infected.
Dentist isn't open till Monday. Not in any pain, but don't know what will happen and am so scared. Has anyone else had this before? Since doing CD my gums have been bleeding terribly. Know that Curly had the same thing.
As of today I am off CD. It definitely made my gums bleed more, but didn't expect this. Back to maintenance with healthy eating and exercise as per pre-holiday.
About to go on x-trainer for the first time in about a month...hopefully I'll make it off alive! Hope everyone is having a good day so far. Will catch up on everyone's diaries later today with a coffee
