Wow, Oli- congrats that is absolutley brilliant weight loss. I am SOOOOO jealous (but delighted for you too)
SO I checked my BMI it's 40.1 - crikey, I'm just morbidly obese. That is so scary. Definitely gave me a jolt to get back on track.
Well, I told you last week I had abad weekend and that seems to have been the case all week last week. I was good at the exercise but the diet was atrocious- really really bad. SO when I weighed myself this morning, I have stayed the same. It's not the worst news but I had hoped to have lost my first stone at this stage.
Still a couple of things have motivated me again. Firstly, the BMI result which is ridiculous. Secondly, I got a cuddle of a week old baby yesterday and that was GORGEOUS. I'd love another one. Related to that though was a conversation with DH last night where I really asked him whether he wanted another and he said no. To say I was devastated is an understatement. I went to bed and bawled my eyes out. He came up a while later and explained that he said no because he wants me to lose weight and for his own health issues (which he is getting checked out) to be sorted too. He said " I guarantee that you'll be pregnant again by the end of the year". I cried again but with joy this time. What a rollercoaster. Between the crying and the overeating last week, I must be coming up on a period. I'm off the pill now (not that we're officially trying) but I just want to be off it a while before we start to ttc. I even went to my first spin class this morning - what a ride
So that's all my news. Apologies for not being online, kids have ear infections, teething, conjunctivitis (etc, etc) and are having a rough time of it at the moment - porr little kiddies. Still they're getting better and so am i.
Hope to hear from you all how the weight loss is going. Talk soon,
Determind