Sorry to go awol... thanks for lovely posts, people. Greeneyes has it nailed, I was wobbling and upset with myself for only losing 2lbs at WI (I had lost 4 and put two on again through losing focus & control). So... although I'd posted some more positive stuff, I wasn't really sorted. Didn't binge, just made bad choices, but felt a phoney saying I was OK and not being OK. And I felt I had to be OK as I have only just come out of a major wobble and got lots of lovely support... I just felt like I didn't deserve any sympathy I guess!
So took a few days break from the boards to get my head back in gear. I had a 100% weekend and that made me feel a lot stronger. On Monday, four friends came to stay, so Mon, Tues & Weds were off-plan days but good choices were made. Also we were very active, walking up hills and trudging thru countryside. So all good. Had a binge moment yesterday after friends had gone... but don't feel too bad or out of control about it. Seem to be back below 11 & plan to stay there & shift last 7lbs, so today has to be 100%. So far so good.
Hopefully I can keep my head in a good place and keep posting. If anything I have learned that getting 'back on track' can be fragile, and that it takes only a tiny wobble to push you over the edge again. So... small, steady steps for me.
xxx