Thanks all... I think that is key, Butterfly, channelling the panic... I did try, but possibly too late! A thought to hold on to, though.
Alli, that poor house. I wanted to wrap it up and make it beautiful again, but sadly we don't have the cash to do it... you'd need to plough £100,000 or more into it, and even daily upkeep would cost a bomb... but someone richer than me with some vision will hopefully come and rescue it. I was shocked at how far it had fallen in two years, it used to be shabbily elegant & genteel, the doctor's house, and I had been in it a few times and loved it. But... it had a feeling of sadness about it, I knew it wouldn't have been a good house for us. And it has cured (for now) my dreams of grandeur and made me see how much I love our ramshackle cottage....
Food...
After 12.30, didn't eat again until supper when we had the family meal out to celebrate mum's b'day. I did OK with a tomato & lentil loaf with salad, broccoli & cauli... and 2 onion rings! Then ruined it by having pud, me, daughter & sister-outlaw all ordered one, and we picked at each others. I possibly ate even more than a whole pudding! They were big & very rich and cream-laden... so nice. On plus side, didn't drink as was designated driver. Sigh. (But that was my logic in allowing myself a pud... ah well).
Over and done, and the scales tell me not worth it, but back on the wagon today. Will be over to mum's mid-morning with the cake, but won't have any. There will be enough people there I doubt she will notice. Lovely to see brother & sis-outlaw. I see brother often as he tries to get down each month to see mum, but haven't seen sis-outlaw since Xmas, she is lovely and was very complimentary on weight loss. (She is a natural skinny minny!)
Hope you all have a fab day, and here's hoping mine is good and safely within 1200. Onwards, ever onwards!
xxx