Vodka, Fuzz and Charly thank you so much for your kind words... you have made me feel so much better about myself..
V yeah when I move back home I will HAVE to make my own meals so planning will be a lot easier, and I think once I can get control of that Im half way there!
Im going to go back to the meetings (Starting Monday) get myself weighed and take one day at a time. Never look back always look forward.. Right? My friend wants to do WW again with me, but I think for the next few weeks I need to just concentrate on myself and go to the meetings on my own until I get the hang of it again! Is that mean of me? I want to support her but I dont even have the support for myself at the moment... oh well thats another thing to sort out!
Thanks again guys.. hopefully I will get out of this dark cloud, I really dont like the feeling!