Loser85
Gold Member
Hi all,
i've been lurking around for a few days now and have decided to bite the bullet and bought a weeks worth of S&S. This for me is exciting yet very scary at the same time.
Back story.... lost 3.7 stone before xmas using Exante. Came off end of Nov for xmas and never managed to get back on. Thought 'ok, lets try WW to lose some more and go from there'. Never worked out like that though, for some reason i kept having binge cycles and ruining my diet. Next step was SF, was ok on that for a few days but again the binging kicked in and the runs too. (sorry if TMI) Have also had a couple of attempts at a VLCD restart, never got past day 2.
Thing is after all of that i'm now back at my heaviest and feeling miserable. I need to take a complete break from food and reassess my thinking. Even so far as see a GP for some form of counselling for when i finish.
Im not doing this to be any particular size or wear a particular outfit. I'd just like to be comfortable in my own skin and feel so much more healthy and be able to play with my daughter like any mum would. (not having the fear of breaking chairs is also fairly important!)
Sorry for rambling on but kind of feel like im close to rock bottom and the only way is up.
i've been lurking around for a few days now and have decided to bite the bullet and bought a weeks worth of S&S. This for me is exciting yet very scary at the same time.
Back story.... lost 3.7 stone before xmas using Exante. Came off end of Nov for xmas and never managed to get back on. Thought 'ok, lets try WW to lose some more and go from there'. Never worked out like that though, for some reason i kept having binge cycles and ruining my diet. Next step was SF, was ok on that for a few days but again the binging kicked in and the runs too. (sorry if TMI) Have also had a couple of attempts at a VLCD restart, never got past day 2.
Thing is after all of that i'm now back at my heaviest and feeling miserable. I need to take a complete break from food and reassess my thinking. Even so far as see a GP for some form of counselling for when i finish.
Im not doing this to be any particular size or wear a particular outfit. I'd just like to be comfortable in my own skin and feel so much more healthy and be able to play with my daughter like any mum would. (not having the fear of breaking chairs is also fairly important!)
Sorry for rambling on but kind of feel like im close to rock bottom and the only way is up.