Right, I'm back for yet another restart. I need to get my act together and make sure I get some early nights in to build up my strength. I'm finding it really tiring travelling so far to and from work and then having so much to cram in when I'm there. I have to leave home at 7 every day and don't get back until 8.30 and whereas my previous team were settled and relatively easy to manage I feel like I've been thrown to the lions with my new one. Talk about having to be assertive! As well as having to sort out practice issues there are all sorts of petty sqabbles an office politics going on and there have been grievances taken out against each other that have left a very strained atmosphere. I seem to be doing OK and a number of staff have said things are improving but it is so stressful. At the same time, even though I was dreading coming and really angry about the change over, I'm quite enjoying myself and members of my old team come across quite a lot. My main problem has been tiredness and I think that's why I have been eating all the wrong stuff - chocolate, sweets, pizza, bread, noodles etc - again! It's a catch 22 situation really because I find that eating badly in turn makes me feel worse and have even less energy.
Anyway, here goes. Another attempt to get back on track. I know I should get through Saturday and Sunday. I know a lot of people struggle at weekends but I actually find it easier, probably because I spend more hours in bed and I'm not in the city with lots of shops, cafes and restaurants outside my front door. Monday and Tuesday will be difficult because I have lunches out on those days but I will try to eat sensibly. After Wednesday I'll then have a clear run for 7 days. Next Wednesday I'm meeting up with a friend / colleague who is on adoption leave having adopted a little boy 3 weeks ago who was one last November. I'm an honorary auntie and this will be the first time I've seen him (apart from pictures) so I can't wait.
I know that I can still lose weight well if I eat sensibly when I do go out and stick to TS the rest of the time but it's a case of not adding stupid food into the equation. Perhaps I should just ensure that if I have days when I can't stick to it I go to Crawshaws and get a hot chicken breast. That will do much less harm than the packet of minstrels and wine gums on the train going home following the pie and peas, soup and baguette or noodle king meal at lunch time. I can't wait for Spring to arrive.I'm not bothered about losing really quickly - I don't want my skin to be baggy - but I want to lose at a steady rate! I function much better when it is sunny and warm - the rain, wind and cold and leaving home and arriving back in the dark don't suit me at all!
Today will definitely be a 3 pack day! I'm also going to do my plank, squat and crunches and try to get as many steps in as possible. I will try to catch up with everyone's diaries but will have to do some of that this evening as I need to get my exercise and housework in!
It's good to be back. I hope everyone has a brilliant day!