Hi All!
I've not posted on my diary for ages now and have been failing miserably since
..... However, I seem to have had that lightbulb moment and I am now nearly through Day 2 of 100% SSing.....
I know that summer is just around the corner and I literally have NO clothes that fit me for the coming summer months - last summer I was a comfortable size 16.......
I am still not working, but working on it if you know what I mean.....LOL!!! I have a wardrobe full of lovely clothes and am wearing one pair of jeans and about half dozen tops (which I'd hung on to from the 'very beginning').......
I was also going through some pictures and I found the ones below..... The first one is me in August 2005 - probably around 18.7 - 19 stone and probably the worst holiday of my life - I was sooooo ashamed of how I looked and it was after I got back that I researched and found Lighter Life. The second one is me in June 2006 - at 12.12lbs (my lowest weight) and a very proud moment......
I WANT to be the girl in the green dress..... not the other person...... in fact she doesn't even seem like me anymore if that makes sense because I am still 2 - 2 1/2 stone lighter than that picture
So my danger times are mainly Tuesday and Thursday evenings when OH is at karate with the boys - it's a pattern that has been emerging since I fell off the wagon.... he goes out with the boys and I eat for 2 hours....... In fact I've been driving back tonight thinking what can I have later..... OMG it's gonna be hard..... but I CAN and I WILL do it...... I don't like how I look at the moment and I know that CD DOES work and works QUICKLY.......
So, here goes another attempt and one I WANT to lead to success this time so I will be slim, healthy and happy again this summer - because Summer 2006 was the best summer I have had for years and years - at least 15.... and I would like Summer 2007 to be the same - if not better.....
I have also realised (finally ) that if I don't change my eating habits then I will never get to be slim and stay slim..... in fact in a way putting the weight back on (3 stone out of 6 ) has made me realise that I loved being slim, I loved how I felt, and I want them feelings back.....
Lots of love
I've not posted on my diary for ages now and have been failing miserably since
..... However, I seem to have had that lightbulb moment and I am now nearly through Day 2 of 100% SSing..... I know that summer is just around the corner and I literally have NO clothes that fit me for the coming summer months - last summer I was a comfortable size 16.......
I am still not working, but working on it if you know what I mean.....LOL!!! I have a wardrobe full of lovely clothes and am wearing one pair of jeans and about half dozen tops (which I'd hung on to from the 'very beginning').......
I was also going through some pictures and I found the ones below..... The first one is me in August 2005 - probably around 18.7 - 19 stone
and probably the worst holiday of my life - I was sooooo ashamed of how I looked and it was after I got back that I researched and found Lighter Life. The second one is me in June 2006 - at 12.12lbs (my lowest weight) and a very proud moment...... I WANT to be the girl in the green dress..... not the other person...... in fact she doesn't even seem like me anymore if that makes sense because I am still 2 - 2 1/2 stone lighter than that picture
So my danger times are mainly Tuesday and Thursday evenings when OH is at karate with the boys - it's a pattern that has been emerging since I fell off the wagon.... he goes out with the boys and I eat for 2 hours.......
In fact I've been driving back tonight thinking what can I have later..... OMG it's gonna be hard..... but I CAN and I WILL do it...... I don't like how I look at the moment and I know that CD DOES work and works QUICKLY.......So, here goes another attempt and one I WANT to lead to success this time so I will be slim, healthy and happy again this summer - because Summer 2006 was the best summer I have had for years and years - at least 15.... and I would like Summer 2007 to be the same - if not better.....
I have also realised (finally
) that if I don't change my eating habits then I will never get to be slim and stay slim..... in fact in a way putting the weight back on (3 stone out of 6 ) has made me realise that I loved being slim, I loved how I felt, and I want them feelings back..... Lots of love
