amberjflame
Member
Hi everyone, I'm on Day 4 of TS and I'm hoping that writing a diary will keep me on track. So a bit about me... This time last year I ran a half marathon in under 2 hours, weighed 9 stone and wore size 8 - 10 clothes, I'd worked hard for it. Training for months and losing 3 and a half stone over a year with ww. I felt pretty on top of the world. I started seeing this guy who I was crazy about, and for a while life was pretty perfect and then it all went wrong and for some ridiculous reason I did what I've done my whole life, I turned to food. Now here I am, 12 stone 9 (although I had a sneaky look at the scale this morning and was down to 12st 1.4!!) and basically hating the way I look. I avoid social situations, I even dread having to see my family, I know everyone must be looking at me thinking I've put on so much weight.
I ordered the Exante bumper pack about 2 weeks ago but put off starting. Finally on Monday I started, confession, I failed miserably. A shake for breakfast, a bar for lunch then I came home ate 3 english muffins with butter and a whole, yes a whole, pack of chocolate digestives. Tuesday I started with renewed determination, I just don't want to keep doing this to myself anymore. I walked the 3.7 miles to work, stuck to it 100%, drank my 3-4 litres of water - shocked? Not as shocked as i was! Even better, 4 days down and I feel good, for the first time in months I feel I'm calling the shots again, and that evil little voice that makes me want to eat anything and everything has shut the hell up!
I have to go to a wedding 3 weeks tomorrow and I really want to get down to a size 14 by then - I'm currently a 16-18, I don't know if its a bit ambitious but I'm going to do my best!
Good luck to everyone, reading this site is really helping me so much
I ordered the Exante bumper pack about 2 weeks ago but put off starting. Finally on Monday I started, confession, I failed miserably. A shake for breakfast, a bar for lunch then I came home ate 3 english muffins with butter and a whole, yes a whole, pack of chocolate digestives. Tuesday I started with renewed determination, I just don't want to keep doing this to myself anymore. I walked the 3.7 miles to work, stuck to it 100%, drank my 3-4 litres of water - shocked? Not as shocked as i was! Even better, 4 days down and I feel good, for the first time in months I feel I'm calling the shots again, and that evil little voice that makes me want to eat anything and everything has shut the hell up!
I have to go to a wedding 3 weeks tomorrow and I really want to get down to a size 14 by then - I'm currently a 16-18, I don't know if its a bit ambitious but I'm going to do my best!
Good luck to everyone, reading this site is really helping me so much