i am starting cambridge hopefully sometime this week once i get to meet my cdc and get the packs I am really fighting an overwhelming need to eat right now
I am so stressed out with the amount of work I have to do right now. Its the last term of my final year at uni so I have loads of essays due in next week, and I just can't see how I'll get them done.
I've had to stay at uni by myself over the holiday instead of going home because I had so much to do, so I'm dying to be anywhere but here.
And Friday the 13th lived up to its reputation; my nan found out today that she has cancer and is being sent for surgery next week, which is a big worry as she has a heart problem. I don't know what my mum would do if anything happened to her
I'm frantically trying to search for properties to rent in plymouth too. h2b is at sea so I have to try and sort things from flippin lancaster. The timeframe is so tight I really need to get it sorted soon. I have to go down to plymouth on the 25th for an interview for my pgce which I'm really nervous about. I have to do a powerpoint presentation on attainment targets covered in the RE syllabus for my local area- oh great more work!! I don't even know where to start! And the interview is in the form of a whole day assessment, and there is lunch provided- eek! Will I look like a weirdo if I don't eat? Will I have the willpower not to eat?
I have already had 4 packs today, which isn't good as I'm a shortie. There's a lasagne in the freezer calling my name
Oh I'm sorry for moaning so much, just needed to vent! I suppose totm doesn't help either, I just want to cry!
well, enough feeling sorry for myself... I'll get myself a yummy (?!) coffee. mmmmmmm! lol
I'm delving deep into AIDS activism, which is really a fascinating topic, but the essay is doing my head in now! (I hate the way they don't write themselves ) Aaah well, at least it's sunday so if I crumble and fall asleep later it won't matter. so I haven't slept since i woke up saturday morning eek. These essays are getting me down :sigh: ) Now people say one bar gives them wind, what will 4 do to my insides?! I'm probably going to explode soon. confused!I have been really silly today
I stayed up all night, but I haven't gone to bed at all
It's wreaked havok on the diet though!! During saturday I had 3 packs and a little chicken- not too bad. Then at about 6am I had another pack.
So we're now at sunday. During the day I've had **FOUR BARS** whooops! (Mandy came with my order
So all in all, 4 packs, 4 bars, and a little chicken- but with no sleep in between... does that make a difference?? Or is a day still a day whether or not you sleep??
I'm sat here crying at The Royal, what a tearjerker! So glad my mum didn't see it.
I'm going to have to be very good tomorrow to make up for today. I have cancelled the meal I was invited to so at least I don't have that to contend with!
If no one hears from me again..... I have exploded.
Ooooh I love them! They don't do anything to me
although 4 might be pushing my luck!! lol
doubt I'll be able to resist!! 
Hey sonkie,
I'm getting the train down on wednesday for the interview on thursday...... soooooooooooo nervous!!
Good luck, Im sure you will be fine, what is the interview for ?????
I'll have to get a weather update from you before I leave so I know what to wear for the interview lol
Well it has been lovely, though on sunday morning it rained here, but in Bath it was glorious sun, though we brought the sun home with us.
I'm staying in the hotel you suggested, on a map it looks close enough so thanks a million!!! Typical that it includes breakfast though
It is a 5 minute walk away, so no need for a taxi from the hotel to Marjons. Which is also next door to the airport, which is pretty quiet so you wont be disturbed.
Have you managed to get back on track now after your bath escapades?!
I am doing fine, had a couple of wobbly times during the day though, but I kept away.
xxx
