I am really fighting an overwhelming need to eat right now
I am so stressed out with the amount of work I have to do right now. Its the last term of my final year at uni so I have loads of essays due in next week, and I just can't see how I'll get them done.
I've had to stay at uni by myself over the holiday instead of going home because I had so much to do, so I'm dying to be anywhere but here.
And Friday the 13th lived up to its reputation; my nan found out today that she has cancer and is being sent for surgery next week, which is a big worry as she has a heart problem. I don't know what my mum would do if anything happened to her
I'm frantically trying to search for properties to rent in plymouth too. h2b is at sea so I have to try and sort things from flippin lancaster. The timeframe is so tight I really need to get it sorted soon. I have to go down to plymouth on the 25th for an interview for my pgce which I'm really nervous about. I have to do a powerpoint presentation on attainment targets covered in the RE syllabus for my local area- oh great more work!! I don't even know where to start! And the interview is in the form of a whole day assessment, and there is lunch provided- eek! Will I look like a weirdo if I don't eat? Will I have the willpower not to eat?
I have already had 4 packs today, which isn't good as I'm a shortie. There's a lasagne in the freezer calling my name
Oh I'm sorry for moaning so much, just needed to vent! I suppose totm doesn't help either, I just want to cry!
well, enough feeling sorry for myself... I'll get myself a yummy (?!) coffee. mmmmmmm! lol