Splodgergill
Full Member
Hi everyone,
Don't know if anyone will remember me but I did start a diary back in May I think it was. Anyway things have NOT gone well :break_diet:
But last night i weighed in at my heaviest ever. I am just 1lb away from being 16stone (there, I said it) and I will not let that happen, I will not go up into another stone. I look awful, I feel big and sluggish and I've had enough.
I cannot carry on like this, I have to change. Oddly the sad death of Ms Winehouse this weekend really got me thinking about my current state and habits and whether I want to carry on feeling sorry for myself or do something about it and get my life back.
I have chosen the latter. It's going to be tough but I have to do this. I hope you don't mind me coming back here to ask for your support. Can't wait to get stuck back in and read all your inspirational diaries.
Today has been good so far, I'm on track, I've drunk lots of water and I'm off to the gym in a while.
I feel better for getting this down on 'paper' and taking ownership of where I've got myself to. Now it's time to do something about it.
Here we go!
Don't know if anyone will remember me but I did start a diary back in May I think it was. Anyway things have NOT gone well :break_diet:
But last night i weighed in at my heaviest ever. I am just 1lb away from being 16stone (there, I said it) and I will not let that happen, I will not go up into another stone. I look awful, I feel big and sluggish and I've had enough.
I cannot carry on like this, I have to change. Oddly the sad death of Ms Winehouse this weekend really got me thinking about my current state and habits and whether I want to carry on feeling sorry for myself or do something about it and get my life back.
I have chosen the latter. It's going to be tough but I have to do this. I hope you don't mind me coming back here to ask for your support. Can't wait to get stuck back in and read all your inspirational diaries.
Today has been good so far, I'm on track, I've drunk lots of water and I'm off to the gym in a while.
I feel better for getting this down on 'paper' and taking ownership of where I've got myself to. Now it's time to do something about it.
Here we go!