Well I have decided to start a diary in the hope that I can have a more successful attempt at losing weight. I am so demotivated at the moment even though I have so much to be motivated for (I'm bridesmaid for my friend on the 16th Jan 2009 ~ about 9 weeks away). from tomorrow I am going to try and blog everyday. I have been so bad today I am ashamed and daren't even write what I have eaten although its about in the region of 3000 - which is appauling, just pure greediness and have no self control. feeling a bit down about my current state of mind re: losing weight. I just hope I wake up 2moro with a fresh state of mind. sorry for anyone reading this; just need to get all this negativity out of my system I think. Good luck to everyone else who is on their weight loss journey.