Yesterday evening I felt dreadful, disgusting, ashames... I cried a bit more and watched some TV, went to bed early to leave that day behind me. Feeling better now...
Today I've had my breakfast (Pink Apple and Cinnamon Granola). Will soon have my lunch (Carrot and Butter Bean Soup and a Pitta Bread). I left my wallet at home, so I am not tempted to buy something else to eat. It's fine as long as I know I can't have it.
I think it was because of something my mother said/expects from me... Need to find a better way to deal with that...