franbella21
minimims stalker
After reading some inspirational diaries i decided to start one myself! just incase along the way i dont make any sense i must tell you that i have 5 children aged 11,10,3 and 2 yr old twins so as you can imagine im kinda run off my feet lol.i actually would like another one but goal is to shift this weight,go on holiday then be pregnant by xmas! well thats the plan lol.im doing ss on day 11 wooh thats gone quick! my wi day is thursday and last week lost 9lbs! impressed as it was totn aswell. i cant say im finding it easy and am well into ketosis but still having horrendous hunger pangs, like my belly is being kicked almost lol.i feel lightheaded but have loads of energy and have been baking non stop lol which is pretty bizarre seen as i cant eat the finished product ha ha!! :sigh::sigh: my main struggle is with not being able to go out and party lol im 31 but a full on party animal! normally out every weekend knocking them back and generally going mad! oh thinks im reliving my youth but ahem i havent even started lol! I have to be me , fran aswell as be mum, wife, taxi, cook ..................... the list is endless! anyway went out last weekend and drove lol and didnt go out this weekend!! im slowly dying..... lol my only saviour is that ive booked my yearly girlie hols (no kids!!!) for june 25th and am off to corfu wooh 10 days of sun! so after all this going on and on sorry! my ultimate goal is to lose 4 stone by then.doable i dont know but im going to give it my absolute all! im sick of being the fat friend in the corner! hiding away with no confidence,its just not what i want anymore :cry: anyway off now to drink mooore water lol i feel like a leaking tap oh and i hate my breath i call it haleketosis!! ha ha get it? lots of love ..il be back......... x