I can write today off.
My mum phoned me about an hour ago and told me my Sister in law (I'm honest, I'm not her biggest fan) is in labour, but she's only 21 weeks gone. The hospital are treating it as a miscarriage. The baby is quite happy at the moment but under developed. If it comes now, they wont try any extra means to keep it alive. There worry is that the mum will haemorrhage, risking her life. But while shes fine and baby is fine, they're keeping her in on bed rest. If the baby can get to 24 weeks, they'll try and keep it alive if she gives birth.
I hope for their sake the baby holds on, I'd never like to lose a child and it's not something I'd ever wish on someone else either.
Butttttt
I went straight to the kitchen and binged
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2 Slices of Birthday Cake (1cm Wide 2inches long)
2 Packets of crisps
2 Stringy Cheeses
1 Pineapple Tart
I wasn't hungry and now I feel sick and guilty. And that's basically my 600 cals for one day in one binge
I'm not using the bad news as an excuse, I dunno why I went in and done it. I'm going to bin everything and go to the shop and buy fruit and veg for the kids, so there is no temptation anymore.
I WANT to do this!
So angry another day is wasted.