My mad fat (not for long) diary...2014.

Discussion in 'Exante - Diaries' started by lp261, 23 February 2014.

  1. lp261

    lp261 New Member


    I think i am speaking for the majority of us when i say that i am fed up of being the token fat friend, the one that makes everyone else look skinnier, prettier, and generally better.

    One of my friends posted on a social media site to another saying "the biggest pity is when someone is pretty inside and has the potential to match that on the outside, yet instead just prefers chips" and that really knocked some sense into me.

    I'm fed up of looking down at the floor when i go shopping, walking past pieces of clothing i love because i know i wouldnt fit in them, or refusing to get a size that will fit me because i refuse to believe i am that size. Or not wanting to meet up with people i havent seen for a couple of years because i'm a couple of stone heavier and even though i am accustom to seeing myself as the lump i am, they remember me as a overweight but not crazy fat moo that i am now. Generally not living life because i'm scared that people will judge me for the extra weight i hold.

    So it's time to actually do something, and let this be the last time i say "i promise i'll start tomorrow" because i must have said that at least 2853659 times, and even i'm getting sick of hearing it.

    So here's the ugly facts and figures for you- i'm 21, a student who does f all exercise besides working part time. I weigh 14st 7 and i'm 5ft 2. I did exante last summer and went from 14.7 to 12.10 and then just slowly piled it back on when i lost motivation

    My aim? Ultimately to not look like i have 2/3 lots of boobs or like 5/6 tyres around my waist haha. 9st 7 would be amazing. I go on holiday in 6 weeks exactly and a stone or 2 off would make me far happier, but i will take anything. I'll be on exante total solution.

    So i'm looking for some motivation, conversation and a little harsh talking when i look like i'm about to crash and burn and consume half of marks and spencers food hall. I warn you, i'll be sarcastic, brutally honest and sometimes maybe even a little stupid.

    Look forward to speaking to some of you, if you're not scared off already!
  2. Darcy15

    Darcy15 A woman on a mission!

    Hello and welcome! :)

    We're a friendly bunch, and the support is next to none!

    Good luck :D
  3. demmeister

    demmeister Well-Known Member

    Welcome and good luck!
  4. lp261

    lp261 New Member

    So today is the beginning of day 3 and i decided to weigh myself.... 14st 2! now i know most of thats probably just water weight but regardless. happy chappy.
    9 hours back to back at uni today- going to make having shakes a bit of a mission. must resist temptation of popping to the campus shop!
  5. Darcy15

    Darcy15 A woman on a mission!

    Well done - stick with it! :D
  6. kandykaned24

    kandykaned24 Well-Known Member

    Subscribing x

    You'll soon be seeing those 13s, 12s etc....goodluck!
  7. lp261

    lp261 New Member

    Another day, another pound. Not finding it as hard as last time, hunger wise... its the drinks thats killing me. Slightly addicted to coke zero. Even though its got no calories, pumping your body with carbonated chemicals cant be good regardless of calorie intake.

    I go abroad in 5.5 weeks and i have set myself an ambitious goal of getting to 13 st by then... it would be a 1.5stone loss since i started. Dont really fancy walking down sunset blvd looking like mr blobby... just a slightly less blobbish version.

    day 4: 14st 1

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