Thank you for your thoughts please keep posting
Thank you Heaven & Minime100, I appreciate all your help, please keep motivating me because I am my own worst enemy, last night I tasted the food again, then I say, oh! what the hell, I will have a few spoonfuls, and later on i feel horrible! infact last night I felt so bad after nibling that I went running in the rain for 1 hour just to burn off the spoonfuls, does that count? I think I have had a terrible start, but I will keep on with it till my wi day, which is Tuesday, today i will try to stay solely on the packs, please post me/email me some very strong motivating truths just around evening time, I will check my mail and log on too,(
[email protected]) just something to remind me, not that I dont know but you know what i mean, i need a real kick on the rear. I am thinking just to have two packs today instead of the 3 packs thus less calories, and keep on only 2 packs till my wi day? will that help make up fot the lost time when i nibbled? I am never particularly hungry, I only nibble coz i cant keep my hands off the food! This weekend, I cannot get hold of my cdc, think she's gone for a long weekend break, and that doesn't help at all!I will try the 'cook all and freeze' for re heats in the week. I must do this, apart from the fact that am wasting money buying packs and not consuming them the right way (the additional nibles) my weight also keeps going up! This week I struggled to even get a trouser to fit me into work! `I couldn't wait for today Friday to then wear jeans-casual day, but even my one and only pair of jeans that could atleast fit me last week, did not fit today? am sat on my desk very uncomfortable with tight jeans!
please keep posting, with all your help, I know i will do it finally, I wanna try the next days with no nibbling what so ever, wow that will be a start! I will even try take away delivery for kids and go out for a walk as they eat, and my daughter who has been a great help can hide all the leftovers before i come back from my walk? do you think that's a plot? goodness me am so desperate, this weight is killing me!!!
ciao! Rossy:cry::cry::cry::break_diet: