Well I decided to get started a bit sooner..
Yesterday was a bit of a rubbish day, my OH found out that he is going to be out of a job soon..well, November, this was a huge shock to both of us since he is run off his feet at work so is obviously needed.. it's come at a bad time because we were moving flats next month as our landlord is selling the one we currently live in, so we are hoping OH gets a new job lined up before the sale happens (which thankfully hasnt as theres not been much interest in the flat we're in!) . Also as you may have worked out from my username we're engaged to be married next year, was supposed to be May but we now need to put that on the backburner until OH job situation is secure and can carry on saving for the wedding. Awww well :cry:that is life!!!!
Anywho.. I was due to see the CDC last night at 8pm with the view to start the plan on Saturday but I got out of work last night and thought it's now or never, went straight to see her and have started this morning!
My initial thought about the CD when OH found out about his job was 'nope, we can't afford it now' but I thought well it isnt going to cost any more per week than my food and snacks do at the moment and really im so depressed about my weight that I HAD to do this.
So. I'm starting with Sole Source Plus. Porridge for breakfast - apple and cinnamon... really quite liked it!! Chicken and mush soup for lunch which was OK too. I am feeling positive so far. Must get more water down me though.
My philosophy is that we may be in for a rough few months while OH looks for another job.. if I can have this to focus on for myself (is that selfish?) then it will only make me feel better about things and more able to cope with what life is throwing at us. And regardless of his job situation, I am so down about the thought of Christmas round the corner, I hate it at the best of times but just contemplating having to get a big sparkly tent top from Evans to wear over the festive period is to depressing for words :cry: So.. this has to be done!
Hope all you new starters are doing ok
Julia xxxxxxxxx