New Beginning... Magiclove's Diary
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MagdaX
is Magdalicious
Thank you my love 
I bumped into my ex on the tube last night and I'm still shaken up...
I haven't seen him in nearly 2 years and seeing him last night brought it all back!
Me and him always had this amazing chemistry between us and even though our relationship didn't work out, the feelings never stopped.
He isntantly noticed how good i looked and I could tell he wouldn't take his eyes off me (and likewise to be honest).
I honestly don't know what to feel at the moment. I must admit I haven't really stopped loving him and seeing him only confirmed that.
It did feel nice for him to pay me the compliment because this time I could honestly say 'thank you' rather than 'oh don't be silly', 'i look alright' etc. I knew I looked good. I had a dress on that I couldn't fit into for the past 3 years. I'm starting to carry myself differently too, I walk taller and start oozing confidence!
That did make me feel good but sad at the same time as I bloody missed him!
And he is so damn gorgeous too...
I bumped into my ex on the tube last night and I'm still shaken up...
I haven't seen him in nearly 2 years and seeing him last night brought it all back!
Me and him always had this amazing chemistry between us and even though our relationship didn't work out, the feelings never stopped.
He isntantly noticed how good i looked and I could tell he wouldn't take his eyes off me (and likewise to be honest).
I honestly don't know what to feel at the moment. I must admit I haven't really stopped loving him and seeing him only confirmed that.
It did feel nice for him to pay me the compliment because this time I could honestly say 'thank you' rather than 'oh don't be silly', 'i look alright' etc. I knew I looked good. I had a dress on that I couldn't fit into for the past 3 years. I'm starting to carry myself differently too, I walk taller and start oozing confidence!
That did make me feel good but sad at the same time as I bloody missed him!
And he is so damn gorgeous too...
hanmac
Getting her sparkle back
Aww Magiclove!
I know EXACTLY how you feel, bumped into my ex halfway through abstinence and could tell he noticed how much weight i'd lost, and the sexual tension was insane! But he was there with his new girlfriend so it didn't go any further (as much as I wanted it to haha!)
But sounds like you still have strong feelings for him, and it sounds like he feels the same! Would you give it another go?
Its funny how on Lighter Life bumping into ex-boyfriends is the biggest confidence boost, when its something people usually dread!
xxxxxx
I know EXACTLY how you feel, bumped into my ex halfway through abstinence and could tell he noticed how much weight i'd lost, and the sexual tension was insane! But he was there with his new girlfriend so it didn't go any further (as much as I wanted it to haha!)
But sounds like you still have strong feelings for him, and it sounds like he feels the same! Would you give it another go?
Its funny how on Lighter Life bumping into ex-boyfriends is the biggest confidence boost, when its something people usually dread!
xxxxxx
MagdaX
is Magdalicious
Awwww Hannah, as much as I fancy the pants off him (and likewise) i better not go there!
He broke my heart 2 years ago to the point I wanted to die... (not out of spite, it just wasn't working out).
Me and him will always have that chemistry between us and I will love him till the day I die but it's one of those situations you better leave alone. I simply would not survive another heartbreak and disappointment from him.
Besides, he has a girlfriend and I have (i think) a boyfriend...
He broke my heart 2 years ago to the point I wanted to die... (not out of spite, it just wasn't working out).
Me and him will always have that chemistry between us and I will love him till the day I die but it's one of those situations you better leave alone. I simply would not survive another heartbreak and disappointment from him.
Besides, he has a girlfriend and I have (i think) a boyfriend...
slendablenda
Gold Member
Look at you glam girls. Love the avatar pictures.
What a bitter sweet but satisfying moment for you seeing your ex Mags.
I do understand what you are talking about. It happened to me and I knew I looked good. Hold that moment............and move on.
Going back usually doesn't work. xx:break_diet:
What a bitter sweet but satisfying moment for you seeing your ex Mags.
I do understand what you are talking about. It happened to me and I knew I looked good. Hold that moment............and move on.
Going back usually doesn't work. xx:break_diet:
MagdaX
is Magdalicious
How is everyone doing this weekend?
I'm at work all weekend which is ok I don't really mind.
I bought myself a really nice jumper dress in Zara yesterday and I'm wearing it today. The most shocking thing about it is that it's a proper mini! I AM WEARING A MINI DRESS!!!
I have some opaque tights and knee length boots on with it and even though I felt very self conscious when leaving the house, I feel absolutely great now! The girls at work have complimented me which is nice. I must say I feel kinda good
I'm at work all weekend which is ok I don't really mind.
I bought myself a really nice jumper dress in Zara yesterday and I'm wearing it today. The most shocking thing about it is that it's a proper mini! I AM WEARING A MINI DRESS!!!
I have some opaque tights and knee length boots on with it and even though I felt very self conscious when leaving the house, I feel absolutely great now! The girls at work have complimented me which is nice. I must say I feel kinda good
slendablenda
Gold Member
Wow - that sounds lovely.
Me thinks photos might need to be seen soon...................
Well done Mags xxxx
:happy096::girlpower:
Me thinks photos might need to be seen soon...................
Well done Mags xxxx
:happy096::girlpower:
MagdaX
is Magdalicious
Thanks Slenda.
I will sort some pics out soon
I had a really good day today despite the weather :sigh:
My other half spent it with me which was nice so he took me to my weigh in (I couldn't make it last night because I had to work late).
I lost 6 pounds last week!!! It looks like last week's weight gain was just an odd one as I seem to be back in the game
After that we went shopping and he bought me a really nice handbag bless him.
He is trying really hard to be there for me more despite his hectic work schedule so so far so good. I will still try and take it real slow and just enjoy our time together without putting pressure on either of us.
He is really supportive of me and LL which helps although he did joke with me today saying that if I go below 14st, he'll stop talking to me lol
He hasn't got much talking left to do then, has he?!
Tomorrow we were supposed to go London Dungeon but I think we will opt for a cosy night in instead. I feel like watching dvd's and cuddling up to him rather than getting scared by lots of people covered in fake blood lol
Below is a picture of us he took on my iphone. I thought we look so cute so I thought I'd share it with you
I will sort some pics out soon
I had a really good day today despite the weather :sigh:
My other half spent it with me which was nice so he took me to my weigh in (I couldn't make it last night because I had to work late).
I lost 6 pounds last week!!! It looks like last week's weight gain was just an odd one as I seem to be back in the game
After that we went shopping and he bought me a really nice handbag bless him.
He is trying really hard to be there for me more despite his hectic work schedule so so far so good. I will still try and take it real slow and just enjoy our time together without putting pressure on either of us.
He is really supportive of me and LL which helps although he did joke with me today saying that if I go below 14st, he'll stop talking to me lol
He hasn't got much talking left to do then, has he?!
Tomorrow we were supposed to go London Dungeon but I think we will opt for a cosy night in instead. I feel like watching dvd's and cuddling up to him rather than getting scared by lots of people covered in fake blood lol
Below is a picture of us he took on my iphone. I thought we look so cute so I thought I'd share it with you
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cerealkiller
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Mags, how pretty are you hun! You both look so cute together in the picture. I hope you find what you're looking for in him and have a nice time together!
slendablenda
Gold Member
Lovely pic of you and OH Magda. xx
MagdaX
is Magdalicious
I haven't updated my diary for a while now but last few days have been crazy.
I honestly don't know what my name is at the moment, I have so much work as my assistant manager has been moved to another store and I'm faced running a flagship store with 2.5M turnover ON MY OWN at Xmas!!!
It's a joke! How do they expect me to cope by myself! We hardly could manage before and now it's just going to be 10 times worse!
I'm faced doing double shifts for the next two months and I am dreading it! It's too much!
To make matters worse I will not get paid more for my time and instead I will get 'time in lieu'!
What a fcuking joke!!! Everyone knows that retail managers can NEVER take the time back because we are always needed at work!
Next year they say... Yeah, right!
I'm peed off as you can tell becuase I feel I'm being taken advantage of big time and I also know I can't do anything about it. I can't quit 50 days before xmas can I?
I swear ladies, retail management is the most unappreciated and underpaid profession!
I need to bite my tongue and just get on with it but come January I seriously need to rethink my carreer and the future as I cannot do this anymore.
I have no private life anymore, I never have time, I'm always tired. This is not what life is about! For real!!
On a positive note, I am still going strong with LL.
Had my WI last night and I lost 4lbs. I'm officially half way there!
YAY!!!!
I honestly don't know what my name is at the moment, I have so much work as my assistant manager has been moved to another store and I'm faced running a flagship store with 2.5M turnover ON MY OWN at Xmas!!!
It's a joke! How do they expect me to cope by myself! We hardly could manage before and now it's just going to be 10 times worse!
I'm faced doing double shifts for the next two months and I am dreading it! It's too much!
To make matters worse I will not get paid more for my time and instead I will get 'time in lieu'!
What a fcuking joke!!! Everyone knows that retail managers can NEVER take the time back because we are always needed at work!
Next year they say... Yeah, right!
I'm peed off as you can tell becuase I feel I'm being taken advantage of big time and I also know I can't do anything about it. I can't quit 50 days before xmas can I?
I swear ladies, retail management is the most unappreciated and underpaid profession!
I need to bite my tongue and just get on with it but come January I seriously need to rethink my carreer and the future as I cannot do this anymore.
I have no private life anymore, I never have time, I'm always tired. This is not what life is about! For real!!
On a positive note, I am still going strong with LL.
Had my WI last night and I lost 4lbs. I'm officially half way there!
YAY!!!!
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