Hi everyone after a short stint at lighter life last year i'm back and ready to start again and this time get to the finish line.
I sort of lurked around the site soaking up everyone success stories making the odd post, this time i have decided to get the all the support i can.
I was doing really well on the diet i'd hit 40yrs lost 18lb then disaster!!!! I'd been separated from my husband for 9mths and decided enough was enough i could never see myself living with him again, started divorce proceedings, and even though i knew it was the right thing to do it was heart renching, scary suddenly all the confidence i'd gained was lost but managed to maintain weight although did not drop anymore. Then at the beginning of December my dad was diagnosed with bowel cancer suddenly i did not know where to turn. Well guess what it was food and wine.
Well i'm back 12lb on, decree nisci was issued yesterday but best of all my dad cancer has not spread and they are going for a cure he has just started chemo and radio therpy to shrink the tumour before operating.
Life is too short to be un happy this is my year to sort everything out. The more un happy i am the more i use food and wine to help but i know it makes things worse. My ex was controlling and has always been super fit and being over weight was my way of standing up to him.Well i'm getting rid of this weight along with other baggage and instead of being a lurker i have decided to get involved and write my own diary.
I went back to class last night, today has been easy so far but i have not got to my rocky 9pm time, after my 2 lovely children are in bed.
Jane x
I sort of lurked around the site soaking up everyone success stories making the odd post, this time i have decided to get the all the support i can.
I was doing really well on the diet i'd hit 40yrs lost 18lb then disaster!!!! I'd been separated from my husband for 9mths and decided enough was enough i could never see myself living with him again, started divorce proceedings, and even though i knew it was the right thing to do it was heart renching, scary suddenly all the confidence i'd gained was lost but managed to maintain weight although did not drop anymore. Then at the beginning of December my dad was diagnosed with bowel cancer suddenly i did not know where to turn. Well guess what it was food and wine.
Well i'm back 12lb on, decree nisci was issued yesterday but best of all my dad cancer has not spread and they are going for a cure he has just started chemo and radio therpy to shrink the tumour before operating.
Life is too short to be un happy this is my year to sort everything out. The more un happy i am the more i use food and wine to help but i know it makes things worse. My ex was controlling and has always been super fit and being over weight was my way of standing up to him.Well i'm getting rid of this weight along with other baggage and instead of being a lurker i have decided to get involved and write my own diary.
I went back to class last night, today has been easy so far but i have not got to my rocky 9pm time, after my 2 lovely children are in bed.
Jane x