.Nicki. - time flies.

[skinnydawn]

Yo Nicki!!!

Bestie here :wavey:

Hows tricks hunni? Hope you're not getting too nervous about your test...you've got nothing to worry about xx

Did the boiler get sorted?

lots of luv xx

 

[shenzi]

Hi nicki i hope your well? Good luck for tomorrow x x

 

[PurpleRoses]

good luck for tomorrow Nicki

 

[JackieN]

Goodluck for tomorrow sweetie let us know how you get on hope you are okay xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[.Nicki.]

Thanks guys,
I'm not sure if it is happening now, i might rebook it for another day. Had some stuff happen today and just not in a great place at the mo, not to sure yet, will see how i feel tomorrow. My registration documents hasn't arrived yet so won't be able to ride it till they come.

 

[.Nicki.]

Today has been hideous and the next few aren't going to be much better so i've been 'trying' to plan for the future, its not something i tend to do often because i usually think i will have got magically thin by then and everything will be magical. But i think at the ripe old age of 26 i have realised that there is very little magical about life, i've been waiting for it to happen far too long and now its time to accept no one ever gets what the really want.
Anyway i've heard rumors that we'll be getting a pay rise at work soon and i've decided to use that money to join a new gym opened, it has classes, gym equipment, a pool and a spa, I'll be able to get there on the bike and none of my in laws go there so i'll have no excuse. I'm going to go back to slimming world group if not for the hifi bars then just to get me out the house for a night a week, and i'm not just going to live of beans and pasta, if it costs £30 a week on fresh meat and bits then it does, I have no control over the budget but i have a little additional money i use for luxuries, i'll just have to use that.
I have to do the stupid test tomorrow because i'll lose the money if i postpone, maybe it will be a distraction. Just hope its over quickly so i can crawl back into bed and hide for my days off!

 

[PurpleRoses]

sounds like a good plan hun.
tomorrow will be over in a flash and then its done and you don't have to think about it again.

hope you have a good weekend ((((hugs))))

 

[skinnydawn]

Hey Bestie xx

I'm so sorry about everything today hunni :cry:

All I would say is don't rush into anything my darling xx

Take some time to have a think about things properly and get your head around it all.

Lots of love xxx :hug99:

 

[.Nicki.]

Evening all,
Just a quick post before i drop into bed like a stone into water.
CBT is done and dust, got all the bits and bobs i need for the bike and the husband and the father in law will be sorting it tomorrow and i'll be able to go on my first ride.
TBH its not been the best of days and i'm over tired and in pain. But will try and catch up with everyone tomorrow x

 

[shenzi]

Hi Nicki, Im glad that the CBT is out the way now and thats one less thing for you to worry about! I really really hope you start to feel better soon, take care and sleep well xx

 

[skinnydawn]

I know its not much consolation bestie but you should be proud of yourself for getting through today in spite of feeling so awful.

Have a good rest now and hopefully things will be a little better tomorrow x

Lots of hugs to ya xxx

 

[gl12282]

Well put Dawn. Couldn't have said it better myself. Well done Nicki. Hope things get better from tomorrow.

Gail x

 

[PurpleRoses]

well done on getting through the day hun. hope you're doing ok today xx

 

[JackieN]

I know its not much consolation bestie but you should be proud of yourself for getting through today in spite of feeling so awful.

Have a good rest now and hopefully things will be a little better tomorrow x

Lots of hugs to ya xxx

absolutely and if you are not proud of you we sure are sweetie

How are you feeling today? Hope you are feeling much better again :hug99: xxxxxxxxxx

 

[.Nicki.]

Bike doesn't start, Have to say this month is going awesome

 

[JackieN]

its brand new isn't it sweetie?? any idea why won't start? :hug99: things can only get better sweetheart and they will xxxxxxxxx

 

[.Nicki.]

Yup brand new, hubby will phone the company tomorrow but he goes away.

 

[pjallen1982]

Sorry I havent been on here for a few days and that you're having a sh1tty time. Well done though for going through with the CBT. You should be so proud of yourself. Big hugs xxx

 

[skinnydawn]

Hi Bestie,

Bummer about the bike not starting I can't believe it. I'm sure you're wondering what more can go wrong for you sweetie.

I really hope that hubby can get it sorted tomorrow for you.

And I also hope you're feeling a little better now bestie xx pm me anytime xx

 

[.Nicki.]

Hi Bestie,

Bummer about the bike not starting I can't believe it. I'm sure you're wondering what more can go wrong for you sweetie.

I really hope that hubby can get it sorted tomorrow for you.

And I also hope you're feeling a little better now bestie xx pm me anytime xx

Yeah a little, worrying more now about hubbs driving to Derby, I physically can not cope with anything else going wrong. I don't hold out much hope with the bike to be honest, i expect its something major i'm going to have to pay out for which i can't afford :cry:

I can't sleep at the moment and i'm in physical and emotional pain at the moment, been a fun weekend :sigh: