.Nicki. - time flies.

[.Nicki.]

sorry i never got back on yesterday, went to bed early. I got up and dressed for work this morning, hubby came down to drive me, took one look at me and told me to go back to bed, i refused so he pointed out i was white as a sheet, in a cold sweat and coughing to the point of being sick and wouldn't last long at work, so i called in and went back to bed. Not sure where this will leave me with going back full time but i've heard my manager was off sick with it at the beginning of the week so its definitely making the way round the calling floor. I'm also thinking about going back to group but not my usual round the corner one, its still close to home but on my bus route home and i always work Wednesdays so got no excuse not to.
And i started a new blog, i love my diary here but my blogs prettier
Loving my new phone, i don't no why but i felt so lost without having my email on my phone. Oh and bestie I have put an album on here full of Maisie pictures and i was going to put a picture of me from Saturday night but they're all pretty horrendous.
I was fully up for the adopt the Nicki but now there is talk of veggies has put me right off!

 

[PurpleRoses]

aw nicki sorry to hear you're unwell. You were right to go to back to bed! it cant be helped that you are ill. ((hugs and cuppas for you))

will have a nosy at your blog later! xx

 

[.Nicki.]

:flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad:
ooooo i'm so mad! Stoopid husband is stuck at work till at least 8pm because he works with people who get paid twice as much but constantly **** up. Oh and i had an asthma attack but my inhalers aren't making much difference because they're making me cough, which makes it worse.
AND THE THING THAT MAKES ME MOST MAD IS THAT I OFFERED TO BUY US A CHINESE AND THE UNGRATEFUL LITTLE GIT GOT MAD AT ME, WTF :whoopass::rant2:If he thinks i'm cooking at 8 when he gets in he can bog off, I'll be chowing down on my chow mein!

(this post comes from a very miserable Nicki)
:flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad::flamingmad: :flamingmad::flamingmad:

 

[skinnydawn]

Oh blimey bestie!!!

You scared ME with that post...dont fancy hubbys chances tonight when he gets in!!! :fear:

I love the idea of you going to class again! :clap: Look how well you did before, and I think you would have still been on track if it hadn't been for your miscarriage Give it a go...if you don't like it you don't have to go back again xx

Shame about the custody battle with Capricorn :8855: I have to say I think I should have been offered more weeks than Capricorn anyway... I AM your bestie after all!

Hope you're on the mend xx Gotta go now...got a blog to read...

 

[.Nicki.]

Haha he did not receive a warm welcome, although he did bring macdonlads home he stole the drink from my meal, which is just cruising for a bruising! Then he produced Galaxy bar and all was forgiven. Me thinks i might be suffering from PMT, oh the joys!
Off again today, developed a lovely chest infection so can barely breathe and i've given the flu to hubby, so he's suffering at work but is refusing to come home because he's a stubborn bugger, luckily he has the weekend off. Very worried about money though because i haven't worked this week and i don't get paid sick pay things are going to be tricky, doubt i'll even have the spare £10 to join group. Just need this month over with, praying that the let me go full time pretty quickly. Stoopid Life!

 

[Sazbirl]

Hi nicki,
Hope you feel better soon, it's rubbish when you feel crap isn't it, at least you got a McD's and choc bar though I bet you enjoyed that.xx

 

[skinnydawn]

Sending lots of healing hugs to you bestie xxx :hug99:

Oh, and a big slap for hubby for upsetting you lol! :slap:

 

[.Nicki.]

Hi nicki,
Hope you feel better soon, it's rubbish when you feel crap isn't it, at least you got a McD's and choc bar though I bet you enjoyed that.xx

The macdonlds was lovely (from what i could taste) and so was the chocolate.

Sending lots of healing hugs to you bestie xxx :hug99:

Oh, and a big slap for hubby for upsetting you lol! :slap:

Thanks bestie, i would slap hubbs but he's poorly and i'd feel guilty!

He also paid for my membership for SW online this morning so can't complain toooo much. So i am officially a sw member, once i get food shopping i'll be back on track!

 

[.Nicki.]

Well i'm dressed and have left the house for the first time in a week. Went ASDA for supplies, so i'm all good to go.

Bit of sad news, Bella the cat got to Tillie the hamster, the handle on the door is bust and Bella must have pushed her way in. I know its not her fault, but its hard not to be angry at her. Feel like the worse pet mum ever!

We moved Maise yesterday, she was just in the kitchen but i'm sure she must have been lonely, so now she's in the front room and hubby has contructed a 'run' so she can still get to the kitchen for a play, just means i have to hurdle a few gates to get to the loo but she's already much happier in here, in fact shes asleep at the moment and she's so cute.

 

[skinnydawn]

Oh dear, poor Tillie :'( but like you say the cat was just doin what comes naturally xx

I'm so pleased you're getting back into sw bestie I'm adamant that its the best diet available atm. It might not be the fastest, but there's no gimmicks...you get to eat normal food with nothing banned. Simples!

Having said that...I had the biggest pizza last night and a lovely magnum icecream...don't u just LOVE holidays lol! Won't be loving em so much at my wi tho...!

You get all stocked up wiv lots of healthy sw friendly food and I wanna see loads of lovely sw meals posted on your diary EVERY day! You have to be good for both of us this week! Xx

P.S. Maisie is just too cute and definately too spoilt lol! Xx

 

[PurpleRoses]

oh no! poor tillie!!

glad you are getting back on track! gotta agree with Dawn i think its the best plan out there too. its not so much a diet but a change of lifestyle that will last forever more.

awww lok how cute Maisie is!! she's getting big!

 

[.Nicki.]

Yeah your right and i never lose as much with any other plan, just got to stick to it. I'll prob be living of cheesey chips for a few days until hubby gets paid and do a proper shop, i've been craving stew and dumplings, although i could cope with just stew. Been looking at the slow cooker recipes and seen a few i'd like to try, i also want to try bns chips because if i like them i could prob do more red days.
mmmm pizza, i want pizza! Actually i don't i ate too much quiche lorraine and i feel so sick!

 

[.Nicki.]

I have a confession since my last official weigh in at the beginning of May i have gained 17lbs :break_diet: so i am right back where i started weight wise, although i should say i have no idea how accurate my scales are and i weighed in the evening so least it'll give me and extra large weight loss for my first week . But It took about 4 weeks to lose that the first time round so i know it'll come off fairly quickly. Weigh ins will be Saturday mornings.
First meal back on plan is actifry chips

 

[skinnydawn]

Never mind bestie...it came off once and it will come off again

Well done for coming clean and making a fresh start xx

We will keep an eye on you hunni, don't you worry! Keep reminding yourself of why you're doing this ...there's such a lot for u to gain when you succeed xx

Lots of love

Dawn xx

 

[PurpleRoses]

not to worry Nicki it'll come off again soon enough. fresh week fresh start and all that

 

[.Nicki.]

I forgot how hard it is to get back into the habit, just weighed out 28g of cheese and i forgot how stingy it is, god knows how much i've been using.

I've decided i want want to be at target 10 by christmas which is 2.5 stone! Tine to get serious me things xx

 

[PurpleRoses]

You'll soon get back into it hun.

Sounds like a good goal to have. I'm aiming for 3 st off by Xmas. We can do it come onn!!! Xx

 

[skinnydawn]

Good girls!

Love a bit of positive thinking!!! Xx

 

[.Nicki.]

I have a serious SHOCKING REVELATION today i have been 100% on plan, had all my Hex's and 11.5 syns and even more shocking i cooked spag carbonara from scratch and twas rather tasty, mmmmm bacon! Tomorrow i'm going to start taking my meds again, I was weened off when we found out about the baby and never started taking them again, which probably not the smartest of moves. Does mean i'll be posting on minimins lots tomorrow to distract from the hideous side affects!

 

[PurpleRoses]

Woohoo very well done!!