hunca
Silver Member
Hi everyone. I've been lurking around for a while half heartedly attempting to lose weight without much success which I take full responsibility for. Last nite tho is the worst Ive EVER felt about my weight & myself. I've always been overweight but now my husband & I sleep in seperate rooms as I snore which he says is 'because Im so fat & doesn't understand why I can't lose weight' !! He never touches me or kisses me & when he kissed our daughter last nite before he went to bed I said can I have a kiss & he replied no & walked off :-(
I cried myself to sleep & woke this morning & vowed to myself that I'll get on this plan & lose weight not for him but for me. My love for him has never changed in all the years we've been together despite various problems he's had. I just feel that if/when I lose weight he'll b all touchly feely again but to b honest if he can't bear to be near me now then why shld I want him near me then? I'd still be the same person underneath. God what a way to start my Monday morning. Anyway looking fwd to following everyones progress.
I cried myself to sleep & woke this morning & vowed to myself that I'll get on this plan & lose weight not for him but for me. My love for him has never changed in all the years we've been together despite various problems he's had. I just feel that if/when I lose weight he'll b all touchly feely again but to b honest if he can't bear to be near me now then why shld I want him near me then? I'd still be the same person underneath. God what a way to start my Monday morning. Anyway looking fwd to following everyones progress.
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