Donnie46
Slow but sure....
We have just been invited to a friend's 50th birthday party bash at our local pub 'The Lighthouse' on September 19th.....and I have said that we will go.
Now I am regretting it, I have never gone out because I am so ashamed of my size and clothes never look smart - my hubby usually goes and gives apologises for me saying that I am ill.
But, I have just sat here thinking about it and Sept 19th is maybe 6 weeks away, so if I can manage another stone by then (?) then maybe I won't look so bad - I can always sit a the back of the marquee and hide!!!
So this time I am going to go to this party - is it the right decision do you think or will I regret it?
Now I am regretting it, I have never gone out because I am so ashamed of my size and clothes never look smart - my hubby usually goes and gives apologises for me saying that I am ill.
But, I have just sat here thinking about it and Sept 19th is maybe 6 weeks away, so if I can manage another stone by then (?) then maybe I won't look so bad - I can always sit a the back of the marquee and hide!!!
So this time I am going to go to this party - is it the right decision do you think or will I regret it?