canaryellow
Full Member
Hi everyone...
I dont really know where to start, when i first started this diet some 19 weeks ago, i was determined.. dedicated and not a single thing passed my lips that shouldnt have..
However this past 2 weeks i have had alot more things passing my lips that i shouldnt have, lol
The odd biccie here, the odd piece of fruit there..
After ive eated it and to be honest enjoyed it, i feel gutted and cheesed off, i only have another 15lb as i want to get to 14 stone ! (starting weight was 21stone 9lb) so yeah i have done and come so far, and everyone has told me how good i look etc..
So why do i keep doing this !! :sigh:
i tell meself that each thing i have is gonna take me maybe another few days to put things right, i start the day with utter determination.. then it just seems to go all wrong,.
Please help !
x x
I dont really know where to start, when i first started this diet some 19 weeks ago, i was determined.. dedicated and not a single thing passed my lips that shouldnt have..
However this past 2 weeks i have had alot more things passing my lips that i shouldnt have, lol
The odd biccie here, the odd piece of fruit there..
After ive eated it and to be honest enjoyed it, i feel gutted and cheesed off, i only have another 15lb as i want to get to 14 stone ! (starting weight was 21stone 9lb) so yeah i have done and come so far, and everyone has told me how good i look etc..
So why do i keep doing this !! :sigh:
i tell meself that each thing i have is gonna take me maybe another few days to put things right, i start the day with utter determination.. then it just seems to go all wrong,.
Please help !
x x