kirstyjade
Full Member
Im only day 1 of MANY many restarts and all i do is sit and plan my next big pig out, what im going to eat and drink and more eating, i dont even realise im doing it half the time
I have'nt really had any bad hunger pains but all i want is a cheese burger and fries, i sit and watch man vs food drooling over all the delish stuff on there
I think i need to come to terms with the fact im probly destined to be a great BIG fatty for the rest of my life i have zero willpower even reading all the inspirational stories on here does'nt help
Iv got to the point where i really dont see the point in living no more im digusting and hate to look at myself and i dont leave the house so noone eles has to be subjected to looking at such a hidious creature
I have noone to blame but myself, my many many years of eating utter crap has made me like this
I have'nt really had any bad hunger pains but all i want is a cheese burger and fries, i sit and watch man vs food drooling over all the delish stuff on there
I think i need to come to terms with the fact im probly destined to be a great BIG fatty for the rest of my life i have zero willpower even reading all the inspirational stories on here does'nt help
Iv got to the point where i really dont see the point in living no more im digusting and hate to look at myself and i dont leave the house so noone eles has to be subjected to looking at such a hidious creature
I have noone to blame but myself, my many many years of eating utter crap has made me like this